proof2miucanwinmyheartbtijuzdoubtso.cuzidunloveyou.

2004-04-30T16:48:00.000+08:00

okays.im blogging.afta e exams.im gona change my blog bt not 4 now.hahas.i dun reali lyk e name ailin loves you.hahas.lykk i realli love u?no.hahas.i lurve others.hahas.crapp

using bililn's lab top now.hahas.a lil hard to type larh.bt still nt bad larh. dun wana use mine cuz im starting 2 hate my computer tho its new.hahas.okays.today was english paper.today was quite boring.sumfink tt made mi fume was MRS CHU.hmph she agn.afta e whole english paper cldnt go hme.hahas.mr tan period.cries*.luckily he had adminstrative wrk 2 do.bish*.he wants to c mumi on monday at 2.30pm.n mrs chu was askin if my belt was at e right position.told her i sewed it higher alredie.n she said tt its still too low n said tt i duno where 2 sew.fuck.she say she gona help mi sew on monday damn damn damn high one.idiot.hmph.haf her as co-form can diee.okays afta tt had lit stuff.she wanted 2 help us.we were all lyk NOOO.n she was lyk sayin she's gd in LIT.wth.kae.

english paper was not too bad.can definitely hit 60 larh.bt still not too gd.hahas.i die die oso must go 3J.pure lit class.n urh so e best NA class.poor baohui rote rong question down.n 4 her paper 2.she din rite her register number.i noe all e vocab wrds 4 paper II except one which i wasn't so sure of.was aall frm my storybook i tink.hahas.leta riting i did b4.compo is nuffink bigg.hahas.poor gerlyn she blanked out 4 compo.poor shee.gerlyn dun worry i'll b dere 4 u.deres ailin will always b dereiloveyoo*.anehws all of us muz go pure lit class.hahas.okayss.since i suck at cookin.aiyos.afta e paper mani ask mi which question i chose n dey were sayin expert larh choose so cheem question.first of all.its not cheem.2ndly i hate it when ppl say lidat cuz i noe i'll slack.hahas.yeah.my english looks.. 2 u ppl cuz i tink im juz luckie all e tym.yeah.ohgod.i juz checkedd with my tchr my vocab.i've gt all correct.yay.seems 2 mi tt dis mid year is a gd one.kae.since it is.i must work hard.hahas.alrites.enuff crappin i'll stop here.

okay.my mind is clear.i dun love you.im sorry.dis song is dedicated 2 u.prefect-simple plan.im sorry i cant b perfect.another song 4 u is e trouble with love is u.dun make mi hate love.im starting 2 hate love.i no longer love u.love always turns to hate.hates r made up on 90% of love.u're not mine.okaysss.

2004-04-29T16:44:00.000+08:00

im here.im damn hopless.dun wat 2 do?i noe e best move is to stop loving u.im nt confused animore.i dun need u.i shouldn't love u anemore.i love being single.im happy being one.dun say u love mi cuz its impossible.we r nt meant 2 b together.we ain't fated.okays.so sorry.i noe dis is a lil' direct bt dis is way i feel.

okays.life damn fucking screwed up 4 mi.im trying 2 do all my last minute studies.so pissed.yesterday ms chan caught mi 4 my belt.today was mrs chu.she was lyk saying i thot u resewed it why is it still so low.look wheres ur belt.wat e.okays lor.so paiseh can.summore during recess wanted mi 2 see her den she resew 4 mi.later she sew until damn high.hahas.joycelynn n tanya saw her during recess didn't make dem resew till high high tho.okay.started off with PE.hmph nyce one.ran two rounds without getting tired tho.oni sylvia din wear e nike sports shoe.hahas.yushan was sayin e shoe look great with my pink ankle socks.so mani comments made by ppl.cant dey shuddup its juz a cool nyce shoe rite.lols.ok.PE.did gymnastics too.did mani thing.poor siaowei had 2 carry mi.hahas.okay n formin of pyramid.i was at first at e bottom den yinghui got onto my back bui tahan too heavy.found out cuz she's heavier den mi.hahas.she's 38kg.im 37kg.hahas.kk.wualau.sherlyn juz stepped on my spine.poor me*.hahas.okay.maths.went thru paper one.slacked alot.got 45/50.hmph.*pissed wif myself*.recess.marmie yokemay helped mi sew my belt.thankss.n siaowei helped mi rip off my belt.thnx.d n t.was great.presentations.wow.my group.mr chandran said it was overall e bez grp.hahas.e presentation was a lil farnie cuz offf...hahas.yeah everyone was luffing hell tym.oh kay.took back my 30marks paper since e presentation was good dere was hope 4 mi 2 pass d n t 4 my 1st tym.wid a tchr called daryl too.hahas.mrs ho let mi tk back my paper.(:.thanks.my deadline's monday.on e way up.saw ms vino.she wished mi gdd lcuk 4 e paper 2mr.hahas she was asking 2 noe e leta format well n all asking us 2 reali wrk 4 it.english.ms sim went thru leta.had a lil' change in format.hahas.mani mani rules.c'nt use correction tape or 3marks deducted.more den 3 grammeratical errors half mark deducted.mani mani rules.okays.i'll stop here.wana wrk real hard 4 mids.ilurveuallmani.gona reply charisa.elaine.letitia.baohui.leta.

2004-04-28T18:58:00.000+08:00

okays.today.assembly kana sai got caught 4 low belt by ms chan.my belt was lyk quite high lor.thnx 2 yokemay marmie n tanya hu helped mi resew.hahas.was chinese.did leta ritin.i was e fastest 2 finish so cool.cld concentrate.fuck 4got 2 bring mani mani stuff.arsse rite my whole stacks of foolscap.keep borrowing frm siaowei n baohui.summore had 2 reply all e leta n crap.next was histroy was listening 2 my discman.yeah.mi n siaowei both listening 2 hilary duff.great minds tink alike.okays.next recess.dey did their art.hahas.science.was alrite.din pass up my wrk.hmph.finally maths.boo.did graph.got all correct.okays.finally paper I n paper II.quite easy.hahas.summore helped baohui in e maths paper.okays.art.so messy painted.hahas.gona re-do it i guess.had a great tok wid tanya i guess.bout mani things.lols.1st tym i eva tok lidat 2 her i guess?okays.replied charisa's leta owe mani mani ppl leta i noe im sorrie.so boreed.now tokin 2 idiot andre n elaine n marmie n joycelynn all dose crappy ppl.hahas.skl ended lit supplymentary was cancelled.

okays.my mind is clear.i do no love u anemore.bt when i c u.i start loving u all over n over agn.i dunno hu 2 choose.u saying sorry is no use.im so confused agn.im not loving aneone hu loves mi.i wana b single.i hope i can resist.

2004-04-27T18:47:00.000+08:00

alrites.im back here.promised myself 2 wrk hard till e mids r over.hahas.im studying really.all of yoo muz believe.hahas.doubt ane of u wld believe.its reali me.hahas.i've promised many ppl to wrk hard 4 e mids too.hahas.yesterday mi.yushan.sylvia.bao.was toking.mi sylvia n yushan wans 2 go 2 3J which is e pure lit class while baohui wans 2 go 2 e F & N class.3MM.so she'll b lyk in 1MM.2MM.3MM.4MM.5MM.all mm classes?yeah.n mi sylvia yushan wld wan.1MM.2MM.3J.4J.5J.i'll try larh.hahas.

alrites.i've tot thru.my minds clear.dun love u anemore.e wrd or term love is out of my mind 4 e tym being.

started off with 2 periods of history.ms vino wld b on mc 4 3 days.till thurs den will she cum back.omg.ms ng relieved us.hahas.actually toked alot 2 her.din reali study.summore can listen disc man.sms.[she dunno].next was english.did peer marking.n peer correction.finally.chinese which sucks.had test didnt study.im prepared 2 face e consequences.she's starving us with mani mani homework.okays.maths.was great did graphs.everione was unclear bout it.i gt all e concepts alreadie.aftr tt was science.hahas.gt excused frm e previous test.was on mc.hahas.okays.finally cme which 2mm reali dread.its always boring.luckily today was test.she was agn complainin bout low belts.luckily she didnt say mine.(:

e guai mi.had tuition.chinese.did mani homework.better den b4.hehes.

i've gt no tym 4 shoutouts.sorry.

2004-04-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

im.so.bored.!talking.to.andre.n.his.dearest.daryl.now.so.bored.stupid.brenda.didnt.wana.join.e.convo.bt.haha.she've.gt.no.conference.too.hahas.okay.im gona die.2mr.gt chinese test.hahas.duno wat e fuck 2 study.ok.im trying.shall continue wrking.hahas.muz try.2mr's history concept test if ms vino wun b absent yeah?hahas.okays.enuff crapping.my back is aching hell tym.boreed.

2004-04-26T18:53:00.000+08:00

i don't know why im feeling this way.i feel that.i really duno.okays.friends surround me.many of them.or rather everyone of them.bt.relationship go away.run away.i accept tt.cuz i everyone of them know tat i want to be single.hahas.okays. my shout outs.

Charisa03*:heyo.charisa.hahas.hmph yeah probably a lil' outdated.bt i'll update yoo yeah on the letter tho.saying face 2 face is a lil' hrd.b4 aneone on earth cld noe bout dis.u noe bout it alreadie.good larh.oh yeah!good luck 4 ur mid yrs okay.make sure u do real well!(:

Baohui*auntie.:thnx 4 beign dere 4 mi.hahas.(:.urms.well.yeah.thnx.tk cares.lurveyaloads.wrk hard too.must start studying thats why i've been wrkin hard in class n at home too.wana do real well watt.n try 2 not get piss wid yokemay.hahas.bt u can't.today e reaction u gave her was scary.

Siaowei:okays.i noe problems haf started 2 occur.nt 2 us tho bt frens hu hang out wif us.dun worry too much okay.hahas.urms juz try n control larh.bt juz share wif mi what u feel okay.dun wana u suffer alone onli.i rather u share ur sorrows.thats wat frens are 4.yeah.u too.try n nt get piss wid yokemay.lols.i'll b dere fer yoo.

Yushan*clown:e shoe!e shoe!e nike shoe!thnx girl e way u actually bargained wid e uncle.hahas.making him cut e price.nt cuz of yoo e price wld go down?

Sylvia:hahas!e shoes great.gona wear it during P.E larh.rock.damn nice.nycer den my dance shoe.lols.full of shiit.shan't crap.

Brenda*15:not 4getting u.lil' princess!hahas.okays.brenda.urms.aiyo.last week u started training rite.shld start lyk afta xams den u can do damn well 4 mids.bt u dun even study rites.lols.beta study,hahas.if u study sure get damn high one rite.u n charisa e same all so smart.

Yokemay*marmie:heyoo.remember e water bottle.my maid never wash properly.n i drank mama lemon[soap].yuck.er xin.lols.tk cares marmie.lurveyaloads.

Joycelynn*ahmah-14.:ah mahs.urms.hahas.u;ve been a great ahmahs.hahas.enuff of crapping.alrites.tk cares.stardee hard.remember haf more confidence in urself.u can do it.lurveyaloads.tk caresssss.u can do it joycelynn!

Joshua:thankU.reali alot of THANKS YOUS.

Valerie39*:hey.do well 4 ur mids kae.work hard.

Valerie*ugleeDuckling:heys.i dont think i needa tell u 2 wrk hard n do well cuz u'll wrk n do well without saying.smart ass.hahas.

Shermaine:hahas.heys.haven written 2 yoo.wrk hard.tk cares.do well in cheerleading n dance.dance rock.dance night was great yeah?

Rachel:my dearest prefect.hahas.tk cares n do well.dun book ppl alreadie alrites.lols.tk cares.

Sarina:heys.sarina.wrk hard kae.prove ms chan rong.do well 4 all ur subjects.make sure cc tan shuts up too!(:

2004-04-26T17:09:00.000+08:00

alrites.im blogging.

im so happy.i swear i am.u n mi issue is settled.u dun owe mi.neither do i owe u alrites.i'll just regard u as sum1 hu dun exist.quite mean yeah.bt im sorry.(:

im so happy.i've gotten my sports shoe.hahas.yeah.description:light blue.silver.very unique design.it cost arnd $102 supposed 2 b $159.(:.me sylvia.yushan.got it.ohyea baohui too.hahas.bought 4 lilin her FBT shorts too.hahas.gt myself another one too.hahas.okays.im so in love!so so so so in love.with my nike sports shoe larh.(:.simply lurve it mani. hahas.im going crazy.too in love with it.(:.

Okays.started off with 3 periods of fucking Chinese.summore 2mr gt test.hahas.next was maths.okay larh. Den history. Ms vino was absent.therefore no history concept test.hahas.okay.i did my wrk.im quite hardworking today. Den science.was okay too.did my wrk fast.okays.mae b cuz im a lil pressurized cuz e mids r cuming so im wrkin hrd.okays.finally English.i’ve slacked.comprehension.onli got 31/50/slacked a lot.hahas.okays.finally lit.did my wrk too bt in e end was too obsessed into my storybook.sad case.alrites.enuff crapping

I LOVE MY NEW NIKE SPORT SHOES!

2004-04-25T13:31:00.000+08:00

okay.im here.damn sick.damn down.my body is healing.however.my heart ain't healing.i always wonder why is dis happenin 2 mi.shall start on *my sunday*.

woke up @ 6am.went 2 e cemetery.dad did'nt go.onli mi.mum.lilin.bilin.biggest aunt.her 2 daughters[my cousin].one did not go.2nd uncle n auntie.all her son n daughters went[cousin].including my cousin's gurlfren.dey're getting married dis yr.3rd aunt.3rd uncle.their son.[cousin].4th aunt.5th aunt n uncle.her youngest son[my cousin].his wife[cousin-in-law].my darling nephew.so cute.he's sick.running a fever.coughing[coughed into my face].so cute.us.and my 7th uncle n auntie.their for children who is my cousin.not 4getting.my ah gong.hahas.okays.a big family rite.bt today wasn't e whole family hu went.deres more.(:.okay.felt so sick.poor mi.my ankle's healed.im no longer a sick meow meow.hahas.juz a lil' swollen.okay.went red star 2 eat.afta tt went home.slept all e way till 12.30pm.hahas.eating porridge.gona haf tuition @ 3pm n @ 5pm.lols.poor me.okay enuff pityin myself.

i've thot over.its all over.doubt i'll love u agn.cuz i dun even love u.i duno.im hafing mixed up feelings.i feel lyk a bitch.i feel lyk a fool.wait 4 mi 4 all i care.im alreadie said.give up on mi.bt u're my number one.okays.i duno.i wana b SINGLE larh.got it.so stop asking me why n all crap.i noe baby boy is u.i've gt no more feelings 4 u.its OVER.it has not reali started rite?

2004-04-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

okays.im here.today.slept 4 damn long.okays.afta tt towned with baohui.was damn late larh.hahas.alrites met her @ e lucky plaza bus stop.went to kino 2 buy my 2 beloved books.i just simply love 2 read.alrites off we went 2 mos burger 2 eat.okayss.afta tt went heeren.den to cene.hahas.quite a boring window shopping tho.aftr tt went esprit @ mandarin hotel.den went paragon 2 mit bilin n andrew.so giddy now.hahas.met ateeqah @ heeren.bt we went diff ways lyk duh.okay.went taka.bilin left e umbrella @ paragon.so went dere agn.frm dere we went home.(:.okays.im so tired now.beta catch sum rest.hahas.alrites.so tired.lurveuall.okays.

today.still remembered yoo while going 2 town.similarly.i knew u were goin 2 town.didnt wana bump into u or its gona get deeper n both of us ultimately wld indirectly tink of each otha agn.i cant assure u tt i totally 4got abt e past?yeah.alrites.dun wana get near yoo.i must hate u.tell mi sumfink bad bout urself cuz i needa hate yoo.bt i cant cuz..yeah.

2004-04-23T18:44:00.000+08:00

alrites.time 4 blogging.today seemed 2 b e best days in life in skl.hahas.okays.juz a little note again

it still get thru my mind.do i still love you lyk before?i dun think so.so get lost frm my life.i'd rather him.not you.so sorry bout tt.hoping u'll understand.(:.feel reali bad 2 say this bt i've got 2 let it out.okays.

arhs.im suddenly so in love with story books.whats up with me.i wonder.hahas.okays.enuff.

today.assembly.mrs chu was asking i wana shift class 2 e ground floor so its easier 4 mi 2 walk n all.bt i didnt need larh.hahas.so troublesome.lols.maths.did graphs.i was so lost can.didnt noe wat ms chan was teaching cuz tt day i was absent.okays.afta tt was project work.did e filing ouf history file.lols.not too bad larh.okays.english went to cyberspace.hahas.used 2 computers 2 search 4 facts on the courtesy campaign e change e uglee singaporeans.an argumentative essay.(:.hahas.i love argumentative essay.lols.okays.logged into friendster.hahas.ms sim cld see what each of us were doing quickly logged out.wanted 2 blogged bt tt was too obvious rite.okays.was farnie.siaowei kept a look out 4 miss mi so tt i cld sign in n i kept a look out 4 ms sim 4 siaowei 2 log in.hahas.okays.wth.ms sim's 24yearsold.younger den korkor.lols.aftr tt recess.was ok.finally.literature.hahas.not too bad.next was dance.hahas.i cld dance okay.learnt ballroom dancing.yeah.i can dance bt nt tk PE.hahas.okays.finally we were given all e tym composing our songs.lols.we're doing me against music by britney spears e bhangra version.lols.okays.finally science.sucks.went 2 lab did sum fucking experiment fer i dunno wat e hell it was fer.his lesson sucks.okays.went 2 audi 2 watch e dance thingy.yeah.quite sarkie larh.was slping felt so giddy agn.

came home.slept 4 3hrs.was too tired?im still tired.(:.pig.hahas.okays.feel beta bt gota eat my medicines.hahas.okays.ate my lunch @ 5+pm.lame larh.ate a lil' of bilin's bobochacha.okays.im here rite now.

stopping here.im gona start workin hard n study.alrites.tk cares.lurve ya loads.(:

2004-04-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

ok.and e 2 you.hahas.im still very confused.do i sincerely love you or you or none.im so confused.yeah.or both.i still wonder.i tink im nt in e right frame of mind.alrites.im happy tt i dun feel giddy alreadie.

hahas.got a teacher for free okay.hahas.one n onli daryl.daryl n teacher.hahas.my cantonese tchr.hokkien tchr.hahas.doubt he's very good at it either.pray hard larh.im being hopeful.hahas.

alrites im here blogging.today.a lil' diff.ms chan was on mc.2mr im nt sure tho.afta bloggin im gona wrk hrd n study.hahas.okay.enuff of playing.its tym 4 mi 2 settle down n study.yes.hahas.realli.

started off with P.E.really wanted 2 take P.E.bt going with e condition of my leg.i doubt so larh.hahas.went 2 e football court n play football.was tokin all e way.okays.aftr tt maths.rocks.ms chan didnt cum.first tym in 100yrs tt dis happened.was busy replyin charisa03' n joan's leta.nt baohui's tho.hahas.too busy.okay.dnt.mr chandran was pretty pissed wif our class agn.we're e worst in e whole level in terms of puntuality of homework.aftr tt was english.all of us re-did e summary.okay.aftr tt skl ended.as usual.passed up e art.

went queensway.hahas.with.siaowei.sylvia.sarina.mi.baohuiwaited 4 siaowei's grp's art t-shirt 2 b printed.okay.mani things happenin.misleading us in a way?yeah.shan't say bout it.damn freaky.

aftr tt towned with baohui n sylvia.hahas.damn farn.took 14.stopped @ taka/tangs.walked to heeren.took neoprints.yeah.reali love dis tym one looked so swit.hahas.actually.im carriable.hahas.baohui can lyk sort of suddenly carry mi larh.hahas.tt one looked sweet.lols.lols.okays.aftr tt went to cene.hahas.saw rachel dere.den went taka.on e way dere.baohui nearly gt crashed by a car.i saved her.im her saviour.hahas.(:.aftr tt walked den my driver picked mi up n i dropped her off @ newton mrt.hahas.okays.

i reali thnx everyone today.hahas.dey were lyk all askin mi wat happened yesterday.sum even told mi tt its was realie boring yesterday without mi.hahas.reali meh.lols.okays.lols.thnx 4 all e concern.im alrites.lols.okays.i lurve u all loads okay!million kisses 4 yoo all.

yokemay's farnie okay.in e auto graph bk on loves she rote ailin.

2004-04-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

today.i was absent.on mc.yeah.hadley tried caliin mi bt i was asleep.alamak.e whole class laughed @ me cuz dey thot i overslept.im not a pig.hahas.i was sick larh.giddy.haf been feelin lyk tt 4 e pass 3days?poor me.hahas.went to see a doctor.my family doctor.hahas.afta tt went to c e sinseh.hahas.hopefully its beta.hahas.its gona b beta.im climblin stairs faster now.hahas.okay.yeah rested alot.4got e eat my medcine.i'll eat it.doctor said tt probably cuz i've gt no enuff rest?yeah.ok.i noe much more truth.found out much more about liars.can't stand this.okay.i dun care.worst things happen.ok.lols.

i still love yoo.bt i duno how 2 not love you.i seriously love yoo.alot.i mean alot.i duno why im feeling tis way.i guess love is lidat.i try nt 2 love yoo.bt i can't. my love for yoo is alreadie stuck dere.u can't love mi.i cant love you.u're no longer mine.im no longer urs.u're extinct in my life.bt i cant think of tt.every nite before i slp.i tink of u.i start 2 miss yoo.i miss ur voice.ur everything.u noe u still love n are abt me.bt its over.OVER.

SiaoWei:take it easy don't think too much okay.i'll always be dere 4 u.LOLs.lurveyaloads.

Charisa:hahas.i'll tk care.u tk cares too.ur health ur everything.make sure u get enuff slp too!LOLs.pass yoo ur leta 2mr.lurveyoomani.

Joshua:thnks 4 giving mi extra care n concern.i reali love yoo.hahas.tk cares.thanks 4 gifin mi e shoulder 2 cry on.thnx.i reali lurve yoo.

Brenda*15:heys.i will tk care.u tk care too kae.lurveyaloads.hahas.best 4 ur mid yrs.do well kae.(:

Joycelynn*14ahmah`:happi birthday!14, u're now 14.lols.lurveyaloads.may u haf everlasting....hahas.tk carees.

valerie:hahas.yeah.i am okay.im e smart me.lols.enuff crapping.lurve yaloadss.

celestine:i'll link yoo soon.

Joan:thnx a million gerl.my leg wld b alrite real soon.tk cares.

2004-04-20T20:21:00.000+08:00

im so lost.reali lost.i wana cry.my tears ought 2 shed.i'll feel beta.when u're dere.i feel beta reallie.i miss e tyms when it was dis way.even tho u tried 2 tell mi how u felt.i dun wana accept it.in e end.i'll b e hurt one.dun wana hurt u.neither do i wan myself to get hurt.u're no longer mine.for no reason im feelin damn sad.very sad.bt when i tink of u.i haf e confidence n everything.u're lyk my everything.i hate u for i feel this way. no use coming back 2 mi.im just a lil' fuck.hahas.(:.get beta ppl.i tink of another yoo n compare e another yoo wif u i'd choose u.maeb cuz i noe yoo longer.i miss it.i'll always love u till e end.(:.as 4 e another yoo i juz love you not to e end tho.im sorrie.

hahas.alrites.im so sorry didnt blog 4 damn long.ok.today.hahas.juz as usual lyk yesterday.felt so giddy.fuck.sumfink rong's wif my immune system.

went 2 e canteen wit yokemay.hahas.saw yushan.yeah we ate together.hahas.saw naomia.its good 2 c her back in her shoes.hahas.she was asking bout my leg.hahas.everyones all so overly concern bout my leg.hahas.except sum arses hu i expected larh.*cries*.lols.okays.den assembly.

history.ms vino wanted mi 2 present e history instead of baohui cuz my pinafore is too short.hahas.she didnt say tho.okay.i beta wear my fbt shorts.hahas.okay.english did e paper.recess.felt damn sick.damn giddy.chinese.suck.had 2 memorise sum mo sie n ting xie.didnt study.luckily mo xie pri skl gt learn.hahas(:.maths.heard a bad news which disheartened mi n spoilt my whole day.sum1 frm my class hu ran away frm hme is in e girls hme.n wld b dere 4 2 year.i wun name e poor girl out.hahas.so happi.my maths i knew how 2 do em.hahas.(:.llearnt graphs.din concentrate.was suffering.ms chan was lookin @ my injured leg.science.dread it.i was lyk half asleep mr tan din care.hahas.bt he was lyk staring @ my poor leg.cme.hahas.mrs choo.askin bout my leg.saying dis n tt.okay.

siaowei n sarina came over today.hahas.yesterday was baohui n towned wid her.hahas.

Siaowei&Sarina:thnx 4 being thereeeeeeee.hahas.nyce tok nyce chat

baohui:thnx.my ankles trying hrd 2 recover.i lurve yoo.

charisaa':hahas.i'll try n u noe.hahas.my ankles trying hrd too.

ateeqah:lols.yeah.im ankle's getting fine.urms.i wasnt angry wit yoo.hahas.hmph.

Joshua:thnx.u're always e one dere for mi no matter rain or shine.u're e greatest.i lurve u.i mean i reali reali reali reali lurve u alot.n i mean alot.yeah tk cares boy.i lurve yoo.hahas.(:

2004-04-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

alrites im bloggin here rite now.okayy.today.my ankle.its pretty bad larh.hahas.much more swollen.regretted not goin earlier.its much mroe painful when e sinseh massaged it.hahas.everyone has been askin bout my leg issue.thnx all my leg is gona b alrite by next next week ok?hahas.

went to e sinseh.@ havelock road.i couldnt find e place.bt i cld finally find cuz i smelt e smell of e medicine.hahas.e sinseh was tokin lyk a robot.saying i cant go out saying i should rest at hme n till tuesday-wednesday den alrite.den askin mi 2 takecare n say when i slp i shld blah blah blah.when im sitting @ hme shld sit on e sofa doin blah blah blah.

alrites.i've gota wear slippers/sandals 4 e whole of next week.why is dis happenin.i wana run.i wana dance.i wana do anything i can do!cries*

afta tt at hme.charisa came ova.wanted 2 go town bt cuz my leg was so horrible.hahas.den she left arnd 1.30pm?hahas 2 mit brenda in town yeah.

stayed hme 2 eat my lunch.as marmie was goin 2 e hospital.she dropped mi @ cene.found out tt charisa n brenda was in wisma instead.walked dere.quite near.ok.went coffee xpress 2 mit em.afta tt met victoria too.den nt long later charisa n brenda left.headed 2 starhub food centre 2 mit bernice.kept calling her.didnt pick up.n when i reached dere.i saw *******.omg.ok.long story.damn paiseh larh.he followed all e way omg.n finally he didnt larh.hahas.went heeren.took neoprints n helped lilin check out stuff.afta tt went paragon.yeah n marmie brought mi hme.so dropped victoria too.hahas.

baohui:i reali thnk u 4 being such a caring fren.hahas.hoping i'll get well im alrite.n of course showing so much care n concern 2 my ankle.lurveyaloadsloads.

daryl:hahas.barker boy larh.ok here u go.tho yarh i duno u 4 e reali reali long tym.bt hahas.u've been reali caring.hahas.yeps.so mani things.n now my ankle.u're caring.hahas.very caring.takecaress.

ateeqah:hahas.heys.thnx 4 ur concern my ankle is alrite.takes load of tym 2 heel larh.hahas

joycelynn*ahmah`14:heys.joyce ah mah.my ankle is alrite.dun worry.thnk 4 everything.lyk taking e trouble 2 run n get ice 4 mi.ur role was damn impt.if u didnt do so.my leg wld b lyk.duno.hahas.(:

[okay enuff.i'll thank everyone here.i'll take care of myself dun worry.hahas bt mani of yoo think i cant take care of myself.bt i'll try my best to kae.?i lurve u all.hahas.i'll try not 2 go town so often.hahas.takecares

2004-04-16T16:42:00.000+08:00

today.sports day.its quite a gd n bad day.had 2 bring so mani things.all e events onli 4 events catherine was dere n all?sucks larh.ran e relay 4 X 400m.urms.sad thing.tho i wasn't last bt i sprained my ankle.1st tym in my whole life.i wld reali wana thank everyone who actually showed care n concern to me.like everyone.lyk yokemay.joycelynn.bernice.letitia.ateeqah.naomia e captain.[100% thank her!helpin mi rotate my blardy ankle.summore she sprained hers n hers is lyk 1000times worst den mine]baohui.yinghui.shuying.joanyong.xiao wei.everyone esp e catherine hse members.even evangeline.elizebeth.valerie.tania.everyone.realiiy appreciated it.

hahas.started off wid e relay started running.fucking shoe lace came out.n i tink i trippoed ova.im nt too sure bt i contunued running.i juz collapse @ e finishing line.hahas.sum girls helped me up.alrites.i was lyk gona die i was damn exhausted.with my sprained ankle e situation worsened.i was limlpin all e way.joycelynn was e first 2 spot mi in pain.she was asking if i was ok n all.n pop carolyn.LOLs.hahas.it was too pain had 2 cry den.was holding my tears back hell tym.it was too pain larh.bt dis is a..... experience.hahas(:

2004-04-15T18:17:00.000+08:00

today.ask em 4 their bottles which i supposed 2 collect.hmph.fuck.none brought.can yoo believe it?waste my tym can.din feel well today can!cld lyk juz stay hme rite.my teeth was so fucking pain.bt juz 2 collect e bottles 4 catherine hse.i went.n wtf? none brought.ok.started off with pE...was ok.afta tt was maths.ok larh.dnt.mr chandran was pissed wif us.hahas our wrk deadline gt extended agn.ok.english.we did not let ms sim down.hahas.2mr's judge 4 e inter hse inter national friendshiip day e judges wld be ms yew n ms sim.ms yew e catherine hse mistress.hahas.kk.had dance.continued on with toxic.i know lyk how 2 dance alreadie.except 4 sum parts.e music is fast.bt can catch up alreadie.hahas.ok.had e lit thing on shake speares hahas.rock larh.bt mani parts r damn censored.alot on kissing n all.n its 4 real.mouth 2 mouth.

stupid shuying.joan.yinghui.baohui.patrina.im so insulted.lols.dey cum n say im cub zero cuz my flat.lols.idiot rite.gona kill em.im gona help em flaten theirs.(:

2mrs sports day.this is a little message to all catherine hse gurls.
hey gurlls.im sure u gurls will do it.though we're 5th now bt strive hard 2 get e championship.hahas.as catherine hse has been e championship hse 4 e pass 13years?hahas.u all rock kae.muz strive hard.cheerrr very loudly 2mr.n run as fast as u gurls can!hahas.dun support otha houses cuz onli catherine rock.hahas.(:.its e truth.n dun kill mi if e way i did e shakers r damn uglee kae.hahas.at least beta den last tym.*luffs*

2004-04-14T19:11:00.000+08:00

today.started off with chinese.got back our compos.hahas.laoshi tinks im working hrd.hahas.she was tellin mi i gt e highest 4 compo riting which is so shockenin cuz i suck @ chi n she asked mi 2 continue workin.hahas.aftr tt was history.copied corrections for source based questions.hahas.ms vino was farnie today.ok.going on.recess.alrites larh.next science.sucks.picked on mi agn.everyone noes tt.hahas.alrites.finally.maths.cool.e best tym eva.LOLs.bleah.ms chan guess she was quite unhappy today.dunno 4 what she started pickin on ppl.hahas.n its all on councillors.n sent chess n stephanie out.alrites.she was hoping a postitive ans 4 me.hahas.luckily i knew it larh.urms if i dunnno den i can juz die larh.its onli solving equations.when it goes to a deeper one i'll die?hahas.kk.mabel gt scoldin 4 nuts.sum parts r right even mabel herself agrees.bt sum parts r not.hmph.worst of all.she was asking ailin wld u respect a role model lyk her.i didnt answer.she said i was too polite 2 say no???urhh.alrites art.got punished unda e hot scorching sun in e hardcourt.alrites.next was pastoral care.ms vino toked 2 us telling us tt leaving hme ain't a solution n dun loose our virginity n all.hahas.

had hse practice.im a lil' pissed.my close frewns noes why larh.abt tt fuckin ah lian.i dun fear her larh.she probably fears me.bt i cant do anything.

went dental to tighten my braces.its done.hahas.yeps.i noe dis is a good news 2 mani mani of yoo?

2004-04-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

today.quite boring day.started off wif history.ms vino called up dose parents hu did nt do their homework.im nt in ani category.alrites.afta tt was english.so unfair ok.letitia damn poor thing!collected dose forms n she gt into trouble.hmph.so unfair.why?aftr tt was chinese.kana caught 4 tokin 2 yushan.sarina.hahas.bleh.yushan's damn smart.she was listening to her discman 4 lyk 4 periods chinese & science n no teacher found out.hahas.mr tan.purposely call mi label dis n tt.hahas.luckily i noe.hmph.den he was saying my pinafore's too short.why can't it be short?he can stop being n pervert n stare at my uniform rite?yearh. oh yeah had maths.totally rock.urhs.finished my work lar even those which i was too lazy to do yesterday.LOLs.getting loads n loads of homework.i can barely rest.only rest at arnd 12am everyday.this is so sick.hahas.we're all being stuffed with homework.hahas.ms vino was scaring me.hmph.returned her my report book.she was lyk ailin why never sign.scare e hell outta my life.LOLs.aftr tt cme.most boring period on tuesdays.sucks.hope she dun teach us home econs.

school ending.had hse meeting.joan n yinghui is damnn.dots.dey dun even wana go.so irritating.nvm.dey'll get it soon.hahas.(:.its a lot of tym.dey're reali smart.always threatenin tinkin dey'll get ova it with their parents help lyk primary school kids.fuck.i hate dese annoying attitude.thursday.i've gt hse practice.hahas.good!can zhao lit class n a lil' of dance.hahas.yay!hse practice piorothy choice.aftr tt went havelock road to fetch bilin.she sprained her ankle.lalala.hmhp..naomia too.so kelian.n she's running 4 our hse on friday.further more she's running mani mani events.*admires*.her leg is still pretty swollen.yes.very.she's sacrificin so much.anehws.even joycelynn is much beta den yinghui n joan?though she cant go meeting today bt she gave e $ 2 pass wat.came hme n dosed off.till laoshi came.

hahahs.she's complaining bout my laziness.saying i used 2 b hardworking.blah.blah.blah.

i'll stop here.shall leave my shoutouts.
Joycelynn14`*ahmah:joycelynn.ahmah.haven been riting to yoo.hahas.yeps.takecares.ilurveyaloads.

yokemay:marmie.hahas.thnx 4 e leta.try n get use 2 e seating arrangement k?ilurveyaloads too.

baohui:heyas.im sorry haven ritten ur leta.ok.btw its 2 leta not one larh.LOls.

Joan:im sorry i noe i owe u lyk 6letas.so sorry girll.

Joshua:hey boyy.hahas.stuff r getting on well.thnx 4 encouraging mi n all.thnx ilurveyaloadsss.

mel:heysss.sorry din rely ur last...anehws.thnx larh.lurveyaloaddssss.

valerie*pok:heyaaasss.long long long tym no shoutout 4 u.anehws.do well in gb.hahas.one of my frens told mi tt u look lyk e typical mgs girl hu is attached.*luffs*.alrites.pass yoo ur leta sum day.lurveyaloadsss.

2004-04-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

today.was quite alrite.today was mrs kong's mather mass.life's lidat.hmph.i hope mrs kong is alrite n her father is peacefully reseting in heaven.god has taken him 2 heaven 2 enjoy life.may he watch upon mrs kong.yeps.started off with chinese.suck.did sum sun yan zi thingy.my chinese sucks larh.aftr tt was maths.alrites.did simple maths.*maths rocks*.aftr tt was history.had sum changin of seating arrangement.ok larh,im dunked 2 a corner.bt good can sms.(:.bt duno.dis year streaming.wld reali wana wrk hard n do well.aftr tt wasted one period of history.told ms vino i printed out e notes cuz i left my bk in skl.she was pleased larh cuz at least i made 2 effort 2 do.hahas.science.as usual phobia.duno y i fear him so much.my worksheet reflects my understanding in my wrk.i got lyk 80% correct?next was english.did our ca paper correction.hahas.baohui supposed 2 tell mi 2 how 2 express sumfink.she cldnt tell.a lil' hrd.hahas.asked ms sim.when she read it immediately she said i read widely n so she said she'll rephrased it 4 me in a harder vocab.hahas.honestly.its my habit.4got 2 bring my story bk today felt damn weird.hahas.aftr tt lit.omg.i knew my lit lyk siao today.wondered why.even ms koh said its detailed.alrites.i'll buck up.can't let mrs lee down.she expects mi 2 do well.hahas.

had parents teacher's conference.my mum n ms vino 4 lyk 1hr n 5mins n not 5mins!
ms vino:hi.this is ur daughter's results.her scienceee....
mum:oh yah!i noe bout tt!i wan 2 complaint about tt mr tan!
ms vino:oh im aware abt tt.
mum:my daughter is in normal.she can do express wrk is reali good.it aint unfair 2 e rest.ecpress wrk r harder.
[all e crap starts here]
mum:i told her psychiatrist.her psychiatrist said is fair.he say he wants to complaint 2 e MOE on my behalf.
ms vino:ohh.psychiatrist.ailin..huh why do you needa see a psychiatrist.
ailin:urhhsss.i cant concentrate.urhss yeps.
ms vino:huhs.u mean ADDS?
ailin:yeps.[ms vino gave a shocked expression]
[long long story mumie complaint bout mr tan here n dere.]
ms vino:alrites.ailin's basically a well behaved n quiet gurl no complaints.name not in offence book either.some of her classmates dun pass up their wrk on tym bt she does always pass it up.
ailin:[smiles]
ms vino:do u haf anytink 2 say bout ailin?
mum:yarh!she's always tokin on e fone n hogging on 2 e computer.
ms vino:wat do u play n hu do u tok 2.
ailin:urhss.play gunbounddd...witthhhh yokemay dey all..n tokin to yokemay.baohui.joycelynn all e rest.
ms vino:haha.ok.u try 2 cut down...

Joycelynn14`*ahmah:im so bored.lalaallaalalala.bleh.hahas.yeps.takecaresss.lurve u mani loadddssss.

baohui:i'll try n reply ur 2 letas.

Joan:i'll try n reply ur 5 letas i owe yoo.

val:i'll try n pass u ur letaaa as sooonn.

2004-04-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

had maths in e morning.went bras brasah complex opposite dad's office with charisa.hahas.im so nice ok. accompany her leh.i've always been nyce larh.den wanted 2 town together.den carolyn called.we went 2 carolyns church.few links.anthony asked mi 2 go long tym ago.so did bernice.wasnt interested @ 1st.den juz decided 2 go.alrites.waited 4 carolyn 4 damn long.we walked 2 her church. dey were havingsome play today.was nyce.was farn.reali.e church was lyk rock n roll.wif disco lites.hahas.tho it didnt look lyk watever it is lyk china black.industry.zook.embassy.or whatever.bt its a church bt its damn happening.hahas.afta tt went starhub foodcourt 2 eat.den wualao.didt expect.bleh.sat next 2 anthony's table.bleh.din even noe till he msg-ed mi.yeps.den met him down stairs.den went 2 walk further down with him.bernice.charisa03*barbie-chiobu.charisa took a cab down while we walked 2 heeren.tryin 2 get mabel's present.den yeps.went cene.took neoprint.bleh.yeps.sum1 gt mabel stuff frm bits n pieces.my nyce idea*.heehee.yeps.went home.i went hme wid anthony.n baohui went with bernice.dey 2.so horrible kae.purposely lidat.wan mi walk with anthony.so mean.hahas.baohui says she wana predict my future.wth.whtaever.hahas.ok.took train larh with him.ran home frm novena cuz was in a rush 2 go ah gong's birthday.im so full!im so boredd.tokin 2 anthony now.sms-ing charisa.LOLs.

[no messages today.gona reply charisa03*barbie-chiobu's leta.hahas.(:

2004-04-09T17:50:00.000+08:00

today.went town.met charisa at novena first.went cene.hahas.yeps.aftr tt went pastamania 2 eat.we all walked arnd.cene was so farking crowded gt out of dere.hahas.went heeren.so bored den.crowded too.went taka.den felt bored too den went wisma sat n coffee club xpress.toked n toked.till brenda came.yeps.she gt mabel her present.walked arnd den soon walked em 2 e taxi stand.bought joyce her present.hahas.den walked n walked.den 2 cene.gt myself stuff.den so tired.went hmee.hahas.took 167.yeps.im hme.gona wrk later on.bt no energy.hahas.so muz eat.hahas.remembered hw mi n charisa tricked baohui tt she stained her pants.yeps.gona stardee hrd.hahas.bleh.urhs.omg.charisa noe lots n lots n lots n lots of my secrets.hahas.so much more den aneoneee.

[im too tired][no messages fer aneone larh]

2004-04-08T18:34:00.001+08:00

today.sucks larh.wat on earth is happening.life's so short.):.mrskong's dad passed away dis morning.sad wrld.hahas.luckily today didnt needa check uniforms of i'll b dead.hahas.afta tt was P.E alrites.heard one girl disloacted her arm.poor girl.afta tt was maths.learnt new stuff.LCM in algebra.dnt.was ok larh.wanted 2 sleep.so mani fell asleep n was woken up.our class deadline is extended till lyk next wk.hw cool.english was next.wth.had sum new rule.correction tap or liquid aint allowed or 3marks deducted.bleh.dance.dread goin.walked wif siaowei.she seemed so down.hahas.den pop.so shocked.charisa was watering e plants i tink.hahas.bt she asked mi if wanted 2 go sasha's hse.reali so interested 2 bt urms had dance.didnt go 4 mani mani tyms alreadie.went canteen wid siaowei.afta tt siaowei told mi sumfink.showed mi sumfink.i was sosososososooso taken aback!sum1 rote it 2 her.urms.i'll cry if it was given 2 mi.i knew hw siaowei felt.she's so innocent.hw can dis b.dis wrld sucks.i noe too mani thing.realie.why isit tis way.errhh.n e person hu rote e leta 2 siaowei assumes siaowei did it.why did she believe e person hu lied 2 her bout siaowei.hw can dis b.afta dance.melanie came ova 2 my hse.she juz left.LOL.alrites.i'll stop here.

gota reply charisa's leta.joans leta.baohui's leta.valerie's leta.Janice leta.ok.beta stop her.hahas.

Joshua:a million of thanks 2 yoo 4 consoling mi n all when i reali needed yoo?lurve u so muchie as a fren tho.hahas.takecares.

Joycelynn*ahmah14`:harloes.hahas.urms.wish u an advance happi birthday

Mabel*o5:wish u an advance happy birthday too

bleah.time 2 continue my tym wif happry shall stop here..(:

2004-04-08T18:34:00.000+08:00

today.sucks larh.wat on earth is happening.life's so short.):.mrskong's dad passed away dis morning.

2004-04-07T19:16:00.000+08:00

ACSi peepos.
e match is ova.well.i noe tt saint andrews beat u ppl 4 e 1st tym.as u all shld noe u've been e leading school 4 rugby.urms.dun b too sad kae.cheer up.treat dis as tt u all gave in 2 em n satisfy em by letting em win kae.hahas.(:.

today.alrites.yesterday found out many stuff.its reali luffable.haf been luffin thru out.hahas.bt i noe many other things which is damn.DORTX.alrites.bout e 1st ting i knew yesterday.onli 4people noe larh.i've known bout mani things.hahas.what a bitch she is.hurting my fren.fuck u larh.so sorri.bt i cant stand dis.u're being too much!bleah.another thing.i noe e truth bout another thing.its also hurting my another fren.u both r so mean.hurt her!why!u tink she's bulliable?she've gt feeling too kae.im hafin damn complicated feelings.dis wrld is unfair.e moral of e 2 incidents.fuck.urms.seems lyk all e tchrs haf yet given up on us.dun care.we're lyk tt watt.hmms.maths wanted 2 go 2 e toilet!wth.ms chan dun allow.hahas.she wans mi teach Joan maths.bleh.i duno hw 2 teach.i noe how 2 tell ppl e answers!hahas!

im nt in e mood 2 blog so pissed.i mean tho no one hurt mi or backstabbed or whatever.bt sum ppl did it onto my friends.so irritating.hahas.

went town.wid ateeqah n baohui.charisa.barbie/chiobu*03` actually wanted 2 cum bt she had 2 study hard 2 do well.bleah.i guess i've had enuff of letting mrs lee down.hahas.afta last yr wat she told mi lyk e results she expected beta cuz frm last yr mid yr 2 end of e yr i slacked by 10%.hahas.i'll try larh.afta dis week.doubt i wld play lyk crazyy lyk now.ms vino wans us 2 do a study timetable too.bleh.hafta follow it.baohui came ova.my dnt sucks.

2004-04-06T15:22:00.000+08:00

im damn borreed at home.its a sudden thing which im suddenly so guai.came home.i reali wonder why is it always on e track trials its raining?bleh.

today.
Suck.check on attire.b4 assembly.yokemay was lyk helpin mi sew lyk crazee.hahas.didnt get caught.

history.mum's gona c ms vino on monday.juz hopes she'll 4get bout e science thing n so mr tan wun get into e deep shit.hahas.gt our yr book.finally.yarh.aftr tt was english.pretty nyce.nyce sabo-in here n dere.LOLs.it was yokemay sabo-ed shuying.shuying sabo-ed siaowei.siaowei sabo-ed mi.i sabo-ed sarina.i cant remember hu was next.hahas.aftr tt recess.had farn.hahas.oni 3ofus ate together.cuz sum had 2 go 4 lit n sum were saving money.hahas.bleh was damn sleepy.nt enuff slp.afta tt was chinese.laoshi was in a bad mood.had tingxie.confirm die.hahas.gt back my 2 most recent tingxie.gt 3half/10 n 5half/10.haha.was quite happi cuz din even stardeee.bleh.next was maths.mschan didnt cum in duno why.continue reading harry potter.while yokemay went to sew my belt. hahas.when suddenly.bomb!mr tan came in.was so damn sleepy.bleh continued wid my letas.my notes wid mabel.accidentally said sumfink.we were praying hard baohui didnt hear wat we said.i mean nt tt wat larh bt lyk oni 7ppl noe bout dis no one else can noe!haha.aftr tt was cme.agn tink she got pms.bleh.so borred.wana read summore.anehws.takecares.lurveyloads.

yesterday nite arnd urm 11+pm.had a great chat wid him.hahas.till 4got 2 call ateeqah n all back.bleh.enjoyed it.

2004-04-05T17:33:00.000+08:00

Haha!today!nt bad larh.started off with triple periods of chinese.totally sucks.damn borring.den started writin notes 2 mabel.chat in e book larh.laoshi nearly caught mi can.bleah.imagine she read it.she'll faint tinkin wat r theresians up 2.LOLs.afta tt was maths.ok larh.den recess.was ok.a beta one.a more peaceful bt splited up one.everyone left except mi.siaowei.sarina.baohui.yushan.followed by 2periods of history.alrite larh.she reminded us bout ptc.yarh.she's gona c mum on next monday.science was next.was ok.could concentrate which happen 2 b e most *funniest* thing.bt rote letas too.afta tt was english.was ok larh.did a comprehension.pretty easie.hahas.literature was next.urm.our class literally pissed ms koh off.cuz we take an hr 2 complete 2 pathetic questions.many did nt do e lit stuff.15mins b4 sch was dismissed, mrs Lee came back.our last yr form tchr.hahas!everyone was damn happi.bt realised tt she's e onli tchr which can control my class yarh?she toked 2 us n all.tryin so hard 2 ask us 2 work hard n all in a veryvery nyce way.hahas.mrs lee is nt e scolding type larh.meaning she scolds in a nyce tone n nyce wrds.maybe cuz of tt,everyone listens 2 her.hahas.she prays hard 4 us everyday.juz 2 tok 2 us.she sacrificed her wrkin hours n rushed down here.hahas.ms koh told mrslee we were damn distracted.mrs Lee was damn disappointed.hahas.aftr tt ms koh told us off.cuz yarh.she oso said duno wat mrslee has tt she can control our class.o cant believe this.mrs chu e tchr hu....actually has a gd opinion on us?alrites.mrslee has too im nt surprised bout it.hahas.dis yr is e yr we always get scolded 4 nuts.

went town yarh.damn bored.went hme afta 3hrs?

i've decided e try my very best 2 make a new term resolution n stardee hard n do farkin well 4 my mid yrs.bt i doubt it can stay 4 long.sadd.anehws.i'll try n sardee.i promised nt 2 let u down.i'll try nt to.hahas.i wun wana let my family.friends down either.n especially mrs lee?hu prays hrd 4 us everiday.without studyin,praying is of nt much use.so yarh haf 2 study hrd 2 larh.hahas.bleah.thnx everyone hu has encouraged mi.(:

arsehole*:LOls.thnx 4 encouragin mi?yearh?hahas.i'll try nt 2 let yoo down.takecares.

Joshua*:Joshiee.hahas.bleah.thnx 4 everyting.consoling mi n all when i needed u.i've made a great impact on my life boyy.i'll try my bez 2 sturdy hrd.nt sure hw long i'll resist tho.

Charisa*chioBu*barbieGirL03':heysss.hahas.suddenly so hrdworkin.very shockenin.arhs.went 2 e pathetic town.i nearly died in dere.it was so fucking boring can.arhs.baohui kills mi.walkin here n dere.hahas.anehws.continue wrkin hrd kae.takecares.lurveyaloads.hahas.next tym 2B has a A* stoodent.hahas.

Joyce*ahmah.14`:joycelynn.hahas.u aint online.carnt update yoo abt...hahas.wait till u cum online larh.anehws.relink mi larh.im nt using e keazchuckz alreadie.takecares.lurveyaloads.mwuarcks.

Mabel*o5.:thee gongtoot.bleah.wish u e bez in u noe larh.takecares.

BaoHui:alemak.go town wid u alone.i can die can.sssssssooo boring.LOLs.anehws.takecares.

SiaoWei:hahas.wanwan.bleah.so bored can.hahas.poor u.grounded frm goin town.quite sad case larh.hahas.

Sarina:stoopid idiot.LOls.bleah.so bored larh

Peggy:stoopid.disturb mi.hahas.bleah.2mr i disturb u mans.LOls.takecares.lurveyaloads.

BiLin:u beta spent quality time wif mi leh.later u go australia alreadie no more ailin.hahas.u'll b dere crying missing mi.i go 3day camp u alreadie miss mi lyk hell.duno hw u gona resist when u go australia.

*no worries.im gona tighten up my braces pretty soon.(:

2004-04-04T23:11:00.001+08:00

urm gona blog rather fast.felt damn boreedd.nt bored afta tokin 2 charisa & mabel.hahas.bleah.juz put down.hahas.juz nw became a *guai* girl.went wif mum n dad 2 eat dinner.bt before tt made a new pair of glasses.cuz i loose mine in school?hahas.yarh.made a blue one.hahas.afta tt went opposite dad's building 2 eat dinner.hahas.u noe i hate going out wif my parents 2 eat cuz quite boring.left my hp at hme.missed it alot.luckily asked ellen 2 check my hp.charisa called!hahas.den called her back.toked n toked n toked mabel joined in bt afta a while left e conference.hahas.toked 4 an hr or so?hahas.noe bout loads of things.hahas.shcokenin.april is e month which i of which noe so much of shockening things.bleah/i'll stop here.

shoutouts!instant reply!
Charisa*03.chiobu:hahas.k larh.im so nyce i wun call yoo barbie.so sweet rite?honoured?bleahs.hahas.u rock.hahas.tok 2 ya 2mr.hahas.

SiaoWei:wanwan!hahas.i've gt ur swet testimonial.thnx a million.LOLs.siaolin?hahas.i'll always haf a pair of listening ear no matter what larh.takecares.lurveyaloads.i'll b dere 4 u as a fren duh.hahas.

BaoHui:urh....ok.whats rong larh?LOLs.takecares.lurveyaloadsss.tell mi in skl 2mr.of if u find it weird.den rite a leta 2 mi.hahas.i noe i owe u 3 letas?yeps.im sorrie.i'll reply as soon as possible.

ateeqah:alrites i'll relink u.sorrie din relink yoo cuz im so lazy.takecares.

2004-04-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

2004-04-04T14:20:00.000+08:00

today.im happy n sad.hahas.im damn fucked up.hafing all type of feelings.feeling damn irritated.hahas.probably cuz of my tuitions which make my decisions a bad choice.fuck.im quite happy.i'll haf peace 4 5days.marmie's gg 2 australia 2 move hse cuz bilin's gona join my kor in june.means i'll n free frm everything from monday till friday.means no one wld nag at me to stardee or nt go online.its quite a good thing rite?bleah.BiLin sumtyms causes all dese things.can't b bothered larh.its too immature if i were 2 b bothered.things arent getting on as i tot i t shld be.i met him yesterday.im still thinkin of him.i cant get him off my mind.i tot of e other 2.im so confused.Joshua noes bout dese.bt hmms.no one noes alot bout it.cuz.i keep it 2 myself.i tink bout dose things.quite saddening.tears wun work out 4 dese things regarding e 3 of em.so yarh.i wish.i wish.i wish.im single btw.bt i aint available.

Joyce*14:thnx 4 being dere when i needed yoo?yeps.thnx a million.lurveyaloads ah mahs.LOLs.bleah.im juz too confused.guess tym wld solve dis confusion mystery.lurveyaloadss.

aaron:yep.its been long.sorrie 4 nt replying ur sms-es.bt reali din wan to.i dunno what 2 reply.yarh?so sorrie.

siaowei:i guess u wld read dese entry when u go online today.hahas.juz wana say take cares n nt think so much bout tt thing.hahas.takecares k?lurveyaloads.i'll always b ur listening ear.(:.i'll always b dere 4 u[as a fren].

Sarina:hey girl.takecares.dun b so sad n think bout tt thing.dun brood ova e past.same msg 4 u.takecares.ilurveyloads.n i'll oso b ur listening ear n always b dere 4 u.takecaarees.

Joan:im nt sure if u'll read dis.bt wana say i wasnt angry bout tt thing on 2nd april.hahas.i was juz pissed bt nt with yoo.nt wif aneone.arhs.im a delimma.duno what 2 do.

ateeqah:takecares.dun tink too muchie k.(:.blehs.i'll b ur listening ear too.lurveyaloads.

mabel*05:duno whether u'll read dis?bt haha.its true bout it.its nt sumtink fake.u muz believe n accept reality.LOLs.bt im serious.im quite sure she's serious.indeed very.e tone she told mi bout it on 31st march?yarh.

Brenda*15:urms.she dun realiee believe tt thing.LOLs.anehws.cant say bout tt thing much heree larh.takecares.

BiLin:im aware tat u're leaving.so u beta b nyce 2 mi.c im so nyce kae.i helped u out 2 go clubbing!summore dad asked mi bilin leh.i said i tink u were sleepin den he say wow sleep so early??den i was lyk yar.make mi commit so mani sins can.LOLs.

LiLin:heys.urms.haven been interacting wid ya.u're so busy wid life in JC?yarh.u're so busiee wid ur hockey trainin n stuff lidat.bleh.takecares.

2004-04-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

today.hahas.feel so hyper.had literature supplymentary.i was suddenly quite hardworking 4 literature today.duno why tho.afta tt went town.hahas.juz came back.headed towards cene 2 eat.wanted 2 eat yoshi bt sudden change of plans 2 kfc.yeps.went heeren afta tt.took neoprints.yarh.den janice called saying she was in trouble.quickly looked 4 her bt joycelynn went 2 look 4 her first.u noe being chio has a big problem rite?yarh.she gt tailed.e other day in tiong she was tailed too.all by guys.met her @ cene.hanisah n sarah went hme.den yarh went heeren afta tt.den went cene afta tt.hahas.bleah.janice.joycelynn.joan left.i saw him.i looked at him.he didnt noe it was me.i begun 2 lyk him agn.im so confused.den mi.siaowei.baohui.sarina. went 2 taka.yarh.sat down.im hafin dis feelin tt sumfinks bothering baohui.i shant say anitink if she dun wana tell larh.bt i've known her so long.i can tell.sat @ e staircase @ taka.baohui had e sian look alreadie.hmms.mi n sarina went 2 get sushis n drinks.afta tt went back.siaowei n mi went 2 buy chicken.den sarina n siaowei went watsons.i went 2 get auntie annies.den we sat down dere toked n crap.baohui seemed 2 sians n all.sighs*.went 2 continue walkin n went 2 e toilet.crap.walked till met bilin n all den we all went hme.

i noe e truth of everything today.im quite shocked.i wonder if tt was a dream or a joke.hahas.anotha incident i noe.hmmph.is tt true?do i[dortx] u?

brenda*15:hahas.u were fast can.LOLs.bleh.gimme im bound 2 b e last.anehws.urms.im shocked bout tt thing.reali.hahas.im may u tell mi u kidding one.i die gif u c.LOLs.takecares.lurveyaloaddsss.

baohui:urms.r u alrite?i hope u r.i pray hrd u r.hahas.tell mi online whats troubling u.maeb u'll feel better.im nt e type hu wld tell.hahas.

siaowei:my deeaaarrreessstt angel.LOLs.im kiddings.or rather devil.hahas.today had a great tym.yepsyeps.anehws.dun tink too much bout .... ok?hahas.takecares.ilurveu2ecore.hahas.did ur mum or dad nag?hmms.i thank u all 4 everything.hahas.

sarina:heys.my dearest sarina.bleh.hopefully.u noe.bleahs.had great tym.i hope things r getting on fine.hahas.kk.

ateeqah:urms.hope u're feelin beta.hahas.yarh.takecares.cant say much here.tok 2 ya onlineee.

2004-04-02T20:25:00.000+08:00

today.impt part.sports heats.k start e day.

fuck.fucking hell caught by senior councillor 4 unsewn belt wanted 2 confiscate my belt.fuck.followed on by maths.hahas.alrites larh.didnt tink mschan found my maths ok.bleh.Projectwrk.msvino was saying my parents dun care bout mi n crap.bleah.i dun care.c aftr e trip daddy n mummy cums bck frm aussie.bleh.i duno y its lyk a so big issue nw.muz rite complaint leta n he wana c mr tan.crap.english.had farn.recess.chaos.sum1 cried.e ppl i mix wid shld npe larh.she left us alreadie.hmms.jieshi went 2 blame siaowei 4 nt doin e project wrk.so mean.hmph.hw cld she!Lit was alrite.2mr gt lit too.bleh.next was dance.did simple stuff.changed my partner frm baohui 2 wan sarah.had science.agn mr tan.pickin on mi.

sports heats.i had 2 events.100m n 200m.bleh.100m.gt last can!!!200m duno wat happened i was saying i comfirm get last.e tchr dere was giving mi confidence.i didnt care juz thought i run 4 my hse.c'nt lose.hahas.omg.gt 1st.cuz i was in lane 2 so lyk cuz e curve nearer.so i had 2 run backer.den i thot surely last lor.den in e end dun care juz sprint.n i ova took e rest.n yarh juz ran all e way.in e end i slowed down 2 pull e ending thingy.bleh.hahas.im so shocked.hahas.finished ateeqah was dere she was telling mi she yokemay n all was lyk is tt ailin.omg y suddenly she's running so fast.n she comfirmed if it was me by seeing my blue fbt shorts n blue sport shoes.hahas.im so shocked too.i thought tis was a dream.ateeqah pinched mi 2 assure mi it aint a dream.aftr tt dey wanted mi 2 run e 400m.lols.didnt wan.aneway thnx 2 everyone hu cheered on 4 mi.even melanie hu lyk we dun reali noe each otha.thnx.hahas.tt urged mi more 2 run even faster.hahas.i feel beta cuz 4 e 100m i reali let naomia down.yarh.200m im happier larh.din let her down.(:.as a form of encouragement she signalled 2 mi tt it was gd.hahas.den yarh.we all saw naomia running.i tink she took part in 5events.waokao.all she came in lyk 1st.lower secondary muz buck up.as 4 mi i've gota buck up alot.hahas.

e 1500m gurls.did so well can.saw em running.yushan.brenda.peggy.ran damn fast.

aftr e whole thing.went town.was damn late den.lyk we ended arnd 0540?yarh.went town wid ateeqah & baohui.ate @ macs.@ taka.in e mrt dere was dis crazy man kept staring at mi.ateeqah.he stinks.in macs dere were 4 guys looking @ mi n ateeqah frm top to toe.we were in e fbt shorts.i was telling ateeqah.dey look @ ateeqahs legs to tell tt she has nyce sexaye legs.n mi yuckie legs.lols.went heeren.was damn late den gg to 8pm?yarh went taka 2 buy bilin watermelon.she beta thnk us hell tym.walked 2 paragon 2 tk a cab wid lilin since she've juz finished hockey training.yarh.so tired.im here blogging.

tis is crazy.y do ppl say tt im in track when im nt.LOLs.im nt in track!!!!!!im nt in netball either!!!!today so mani ppl cum n tell mi saying i frm track.wth.bleh.

BaoHui:u did well too kae.100m u were onli lyk e 2nd last.200m u said u were 2nd rite.n mi 1st.dun tink so leh.i tink both same tym.actually i duno.hahas.afta tt bui tiong juz lied down on e track.hahas.

ateeqah*myGURLfren:thnx 4 being dere 4 mi n explainin hw fast i ran.haha tho i din believe at first bt u were so serious bout it.LOls.thnx a million.ilurveyaloadssss.

Joshua:thnx 4 being dere 4 mi too.when i was so nervous.i thot of e tyms u calmed mi down.confidence was dere.LOLs.

2004-04-01T16:13:00.000+08:00

today.bleah.started off wid P.E.hahas.had farn larh.ran 2rounds.no big deal.bt e farn part was..were're gona do gymnastics.LOLs.i've done it b4.im quite shocked tt otha skls dun do gymnast.hahas.mr eric was asking which skl i came frm.a lil weird.todays netball tournament rgs against mgs.i support mgs.baohui n my otha frens support mgs too kae!!!im so sure mgs won!!!anehws.next was maths.ms chan said she wanted 2 check our uniform.bleah she didint.things r happenin.so true.quite shocked.oni lyk 4ppl noe bout dis.e 2 victims n mi n charisa.hahas.recess.had farn.hahas tho 3left bt one sat wid us 4 recess.hmms.things r turning out WORST.hahas.dnt was next.bleah.mr chandran helped mi.hahas.baohui helped mi too.n banu.bt..e machine *over-turned*.so freaky.in e end baohui helped mi doo.den urms screwing.duno how 2 do.liwei helped mi.LOLs.i noe nuts bout practical wrk.hahas.finally was english.ms sim was damn pissed wid my class.hahas.mani did nt hand in e comprehension.yarhs.hahas.

dance.dance.dance.danced toxic.went hme larh.im heerre.i miss town loadds.bleah.

sarinaaa.i've been fooled.when she came 2 skl..she suddenly told mi a guy lyks mi.n i knew it.i sorta believed her.bt.yarh.im nt interested in guys.

NEITHER am i interested in gurls.-_-"

Happy april FOOLs day.

2004-03-31T16:16:00.000+08:00

im herre.today was ok.lyk a normal skl day.started of chinese.which sucks.agn ask mi 2 read sum crap.dun even noe hw 2 promounce n crap.n she was saying i wasnt paying attention.bleah.next was history was fun.we're gona get our yr bks soon.hahas.recess.hmms.i feel tt..ohwell.e ppl i usually hang arnd wif.3-4 haf left.hahas.next was science.sarks.made us copy crap.maths.wth.mschan made mi cut my long nails.i miss my nails.hwhwhw.was shaping it in her lessons!hahas.bt hweva e shaper sarks.n she was saying next was 2 cut our belts.bleah.e set of uniform im wearing is damn short.hahas.thnx 2 e gerls mans.informed mi.quickly pulled it up higher.i felt lyk william hung.aftr tt was art.we all had fun.*brainstorming timeee*.hahas.unless andrew was dere.was pastoral care afta tt.

bleah.sylvia was lyk complainin bout my low belt too.LOLs.she was saying brenda n charisa so guai.listen 2 her n sew.LOLs.i tink i more guai.hahahas.mani ppl complaint bout my uniform today.weird.hahas.takecare.i'll stop here.

went queenway wid lilin 2 get her more fbt shorts.cuz lyk she've gt hockey training on mondays.wednesdays.fridays.she've gt p.e on tuesdays & thursdays.hahas.she gt 4 mi one too cuz lyk my fila.tyr.nike shorts r..LOLs.n im quite...i vandallise everything.n fbt was lyk e cheapest shorts.so she gt 4 mi e fbt shorts.LOLs.mummi was saying y go all e way to queensway when town has em.we were luffing hell tym.go town get?$50 4 one.LOLs.k i'll stop here.takecares.2mr gona tell mrs ong im gona quit dance.

2004-03-30T18:32:00.000+08:00

todays alrite kay.had history.was ok.english.ok too.needed 2 wash my face tho.damn tired.hahas.den was chinese.laoshi was late so yarh went 2 ask arnd 4 e catherine hse participatants.damn lil'.majoriothy dun wana join.wth.den laoshi had pms?yarh.din do my homeworks.hahas.as usual.was maths.did it quite fast.so tired den.hahas.was science.sarks.keep picking on mi agn.as usual.last.was cme.mrs chu was late so i went 2 ask arnd 4 e catherine hse thingy.mrs chu din blame us 4 being late.hahas.she understood.hahas.

baohui came ova.yarh.sent her 2 novena @ 5pm n at e same tym top up my ezlink crd.yarhs.

mummy allows mi 2 choose a cca i lyk.n quit e one im in now.im still thinking.i intend 2 join hockey.ateeqah might mi joinin hockey cuz mani haf quit netball.yarhs.i duno whether 2 choose hockey or tennis.wid all dose influence.seems lyk e answer is hockey.LOLs.

i thot of u.e 1st tym we met.e last tym we met.which all e trouble started.it was e bad tym.i couldnt bear.but.i had 2.

2004-03-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

2mr gona b real boring.i dun wana go 2 skl.i'll have to.fuck.i swear i hate skl.bt i hate my boring pathetic hme more.i realised.when frens r here.things r beta.idis week.im alreadie so broke.bleah.Anyhws.i can go town on sat.arhs.ihate dis life of mine.i wan a full new one.i swear i hate.worst thing.either sat or sun i've gota b wif my family.wth.arhs.dis suck.bt so much hw it sarked.i juz said.i'll choose e place 2 eat.i cant stand it when dey go 2 dose motha fucking chinese restarants.im quite pissed.onli joshua noes everything.hiash.he's always e one dere 4 mi.i duno y.im so open 2 him.dere r mani ppl whom i can pour my sorrows 2.bt.i duno im nt open enuff 2 em.onli 2 joshua.he's always giving mi confidence in myself n everything.i lurveyaloads.hahas.hmms.he can tell what im tinkin n crap.hahas.4 mi.tears cant solve problems.so i dun CRY.tts e last thing i resort to.hahas.now dad wana tok 2 mr tan afta his trip 2 aussie.things r getting worst.so is my life.i swear.im gainin independence.bt hell.marmies trying 2 tk e freedom away frm mi.even dad says she ought 2 let us out.bleah.dad cant do much.mum wld lyk ... at him.my life sark.i swear it does.Joshua.u're e bez in life.hahas.im crappp.ok i noe u all can tell im sad cuz i've blog so many times rite.yarhs.i hate e condition im in now.my mind is onli clear about u.it wld never change.i promise you.yarhs.im always tinkin of u which neva fail 2 brighten up my day.i'll stop here.takecares.ilurveyaloads.i noe wat i rote reali wld hurt u.bt dun tink too much kae.im alrites.hahas.bleah.

2004-03-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

im blogging agn.im feelin damn sad dese days.bt im definitely nt a sadist.im nt sadistic at all!pls larhs.hahas.bleahs.chaos at hme.i felt so hurt when bilin said tt.i controlled.she's my sista afta all.it seems lykl stuff haf all gone so rong.i've let down loads of people.hmms.i always thot.family is giving mi full suppoort.yeah.dey r bt not sistersss!andrew's encouraging mi too kae.as i reali hate dance.i'll probably join tennis or hockey.i cant make up my mind.bt no one's helping.she's juz trying 2 make mi feel bad by say its tuff n crap.it always starts of wid tuff.bt soon.im sure it'll b alrite.i need hardships.i love tennis.bt im nt given an oppotunity to.bt im confused.my family r encouraging mi 2 quit dance.n at e same tym remain in dance.im prepared 4 tennis.i've gt tennis backgrnd.i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis i love tennis

2004-03-29T16:57:00.000+08:00

im gona start off blogging.my day.i swear today sarks.started off wid mi 4getting 2 bring lotsa stuff.life has been rather screwed up.hahas.had chinese.sarks larh.3periods.spent my tym riting leta.next was maths.was ok.falling asleep.laoshi came 2 tok 2 mi agn.sobs.agn telling mi wats on my mind dese days y am i so distracted sumtink seem 2 bother mi n crap.hahas.kae.yarhs.recess was quite farn.it was lyk diff grp joining together.hahas.mi.siaowei.ateeqah.letitia.banu.baohui.sarina.yushan.however.yokemay n amanda didnt.sort of left us alreadie.due 2 sum conflict.hahas.anehws.was history.urhs.gave out dose certs.wth.msvino was lyk asking mi if e science thingy was settled.she was kinda sacarstic agn asking hu's fault was it.omg.is mrtan so scared of marmie?he's a coward!hahas.next was science.he dilebrately kept picking on mi.hahas.last warning 4 him larh.next was english.we all had great fun okay.hahas lastly lit.we too had farn.urhs.yarhs.finally skl ended.omg.yinghui's hp rang during english.yet.it did nt get confiscated.

ateeqah.banu.baohui.came ova.at 1st charisa sms-ed mi 2 go sasha's hse.bt when i recieved e msg,it was too late.hahas.dey came ova.yarh.had farn.hms.walked arnd e estate.supposed 2 jog bt did nt.gona jog on thursday.hahas.den chorographed e dance thingy.banu did it.hahas.we were all in e dancing mood larh.dey left alreadie.i remade my ez link.

marmie went 2 c e psychiatrist 2 get my medication.hahas.urhs.e psychiatrist knew tt i achieved 87 4 my mathsn he was shocked when he heard i've gt 36 4 my science?yarh.marmie told mi cuz i did e express book n he did nt wana mark it.hahas.e psychiatrist said tt if he does dis agn,he's gona complaint 2 e moe.tts good.hahas.no ones gona pick on mi agn.hahas.as 4 marmie.she's gona complain 2 mrs kong if mr tan scolds mi.i dun wana tell her mr tan has been pickin on mi.trouble wld cum.im sure bout it.n as 4 korkor.he's gona rite a complain leta 2 mrs kong or e moe bout mr tan if he scolds mi.hmms.reali duno.heck bout dis situation.

i thought abt this thing.i duno what i shld do.i reali ... you.im sure bout it.noe one noes bout dis.im keeping it 2 myself.

Baohui:thnx 4 keeping mi compaany all dese while.im sorry.i owe u tons n tons of letas.i'll try n reply.

Joshua:thnx 4 consoling mi.im so sorry.didnt...i reali regret.i promise.im sorry.i duno how 2 face her.i noe all tt happened wasnt my fault.bt i reali duno y i blame myself.thnx 4 consoling mi everytym.dose msgs u sent 2 mi meant alot 2 mi.

ateeqah:heyas.urh thnx 4 keeping mi company kae.reali liked it.i hate 2 b hme.facing bilin.i promise i dun haf e courage 2 face her.i duno wat gona happen 2 mi n her.bt i reali dun haf e courage 2 do so.yarhs.

LiLin:dun work too hard alrites?takecares.lurveyaloads.aneways.dun always go out.hahas.lesser tym wid us.hahas.(:.maeb mi larh.cuz im always e one missing yoo.hahas.

Joycelynn14*ahmah:ahmahs.hahas i rock kae.duno hw 2 say.anyways.goodd tt u haven been influenced n cut urself.takecares.lurveyaloads.

BiLin:duno wats happening.im quite irritated basically.yarh.i duno wats rong wid u n andrew either.honestly,when u're pms-ing u blame him.bt i neva understand why u kept forcing mi join dance.u wana learn hw 2 dance u join e lessons.dun mk mi join.hahas.u're quite cunning.forcing mi into dis trap.hahas.bt yarhs.sorry 4 being so straight forward.duno hw 2 face u.sooryy 4 ignoring u 4 e tym being.i duno.

2004-03-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

im reali down i swear.none of yoo noe y.maeb one or two.im in pain.JOSHUA!definitely noes.he understands mi the bez.beta den anyone.beta den *dot*.im quite shock.bt maeb cuz ya.hmms.joshua.thnx 4 tt call.u're always so worried 4 mi.thanks.im sorry 4 breaking the promise.im sure i've hurt you.im sorrie.u're e one hu i always pour my sorrows to.e one hu noes everything.even when i ignored u.u care about mi alot.more than anyone in e wrld.i reali appreciate that.hms.im so sad bout tt thing.i cant sleep.e tears can never stop pouring.the cut in my heart.e way i bled.its hurting.im sorry 4 being so foolish.i haven gone out wid u 4 a real long tym.perhaps sum day.i cant think of anyone hu cares bout mi much more den you do.seriously.maeb dis is e season whereby everyones sad.i can neva expect that it turned out dis way.i'll always remember yoo.no one can replace you in my heart.not even him.lifes lidat.hahas.thnkx aneways.bt im reali sorrrie.i've let down may of yoo kae.im so sorry.u were sad tt i broke e promise.u're hurt.i noe tt.im sorry.loveyaloads.takecares.

2004-03-28T13:46:00.000+08:00

today.morning.computer internet connection sarked.my day sark too.a sunday?im borrrreeeddd!finally my blog's damn chio.hahas.bleahs.gona rewrite joycelynn e testimonial i owe herr.haha.rote yesterday bt she didnt recieve tho.hahas.rote her one alreadie.hahas.yarhs.anyways yarh.hahas.my mind is clear.quite or remain.quit i guess.basically i was FORCED 2 join dance.shouldnt have listened 2 BiLin n join.noww i regret.hahas.cuz i dun lyk dance laaarrrhh.forcin myself 2 lyk dance is so much worst.hahas.yeps.dun tok bout dis alreadie.hahas.i'll stop hereee.

ateeqah:harloes.urms.today is e day u noe.yarhs.dun b so sad bout it kae.it b ova real soon.try get ova it kae.dun cry.or probably crying can ease out all ur feelings.sorrows perhaps.dun tink so much kae.takecares.lurveyaloads.

Joycelynn*14ahmah:hahas.Joycellynn ah mah!i've rittien ur testimonial.enjoy is kae.LOLs.takecares.cya in skl 2mr.agn i wana thnk u 4 helpin mi in all ways kae.

BaooHui:nerd!yesterday dun wan go out stay at hme 2 study rite?NERD.hahas.OLs.anyways.we had great farn too.bleah.sorrie haven been going out wif u either.bt hahas.i got my own life too.heehees.

BiLin:u're aware that u're leaving.im sure u r.hmms.didnt wna u 2 leave.hahas.u stoopid gurl.make mi join dance.i regret hell tym.bleahs.sum1 shld haf at least stopped mi.lols.i've wanted 2 quit 4 a hell long tym.u lahr last yr ask mi dun quit.bleahs.slap u arhs.LOLs.anyways.hmms.veryone of us wld b sad tt u're leaving.no one wan yoo 2 leave.marmies gg aussie real soon.yay.can hang out in townnnnn everyday.heckkkk.LOls.takecares.

2004-03-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

testing.new layout larhs.chio rites?juz lyk charisa

2004-03-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

hahas.today.im here bloggin agns larh.went townn wid charisa.rachel.christine's bf.brenda.sasha.yarh.met em @ yoshi.took cab dere.damnn x kae.$8.40.went watch.e eye.so freakie.im still scared kae.hahas.its e sound which scares ppl.urms.dere were 6 of us.seperated ourselves into lyk 4ppl n 2ppl.hahas.2ppl was rachel n christines bf.haha.made fun of herr.lyk she cuddlin on him when she's scarred.hahas.urm afta e movie met yvonne.

went to sasha's hse.had great fun.hahas.we toked n toked n toked.bleahs.left onli @ 7plus pm.hahas.yarhs.i reached hme lyk @ 9pm?

im planning 2 quit dance.duno whether i shld.i reali dunno.hhmx.im nt interested in dance at all.BILIN was e one hu MADE mi join.she said tt i'll regret if i dun n all.Now i join dance,i reali regret kae.i knew it.hahas.charisa.brenda. ask mi join hockey.hahas.im scared its really tuff.

2004-03-27T12:48:00.000+08:00

k im here agn.yesterday my blog had 2 songs.i remade it.today was damn screwed up.im gona b reali quick.im gona go out wif.charisa.brenda.rachel.maeb rachel goh.yvonne.yarh.its lyk a mix.mgs.exmgsians.theresians.hahas.bleah.kk im here reply 2 each n everyone of ur tag.

Germaine:hahas.i'll cum down sum day.bleah.

ateeqah:yarh.u cried real badly.hahas.i couldnt tell tt u were gona cry till.u noe.

Joshua:dun worry.im alrite.assure u.

Joan:urhs.hahas.urms.ya.mi frickle minded mehs.LOLs.

annoymous:do i noe u?is it ur problem?LOLs.bleah.dun tag as annoymous sounds lyk annoying

Baohui:heys gurl.thnx.nycer rite.yarhs.spent so much time on it.aneways thnx a millions 4 consoling mi tt very day.when tears poured down tremendously.e type of consolation u girls gave mi was great.thnx alot.meant alot to mi.hahas.and e way u girls fought back 4 my rights was shockening.hahas.

Joycelynn14*ahmah:hahas.thnx alot kae.takecares.i'll neva 4get e way u all helped mi n yah.thnx.started off wid u hu raised up ur hand n told mrtan it was unfair n all.hahas.thnx a million kae.

Leah:hahas.okkkay.my otha one suck larh.

Justine:hahas.ook.aneways.hope u're doin fine in mgs?yahs.tc.

2004-03-27T09:13:00.000+08:00

i guess im gona blog b4 im goin wif mum 2 Parents Teacher's Conference.suck larh.msvino gona say bad n good stuff bout us.marmies so gona kill mi.arhs.wanted 2 go 2 sasha's hse wif charisa.Brenda.Carolyn.majella.freakin PTC llarr.Aneways.Joan u've been askin mi hu's charisa so nw u noe who's she?Yarh.hahas.later msvino go ailin's very nautorious she...im dead.later she goes her belt..n marmie tinks i've learnt 2 haf low belt n crap frm BiLin.hahas.

MUMMY.I LOOVES YOO SO MUCH!hahas.she INCREASED my allowance BY 10bucks.cuz i've been claimin $ frm her always.bleh.i've been busy dese days.aneways.DANCE TEST.suck larh.onli got lyk B?wasted my tym.i brought all dose nyce songs.bleh.today msKoh was quite pissed wid us.mrTan din do anething 2 mi.maeb cuz marmie scolded him?

during assembly.watched e videoclip of us durin efl.wth.e whole thing i came up lyk 3times.ok.

yesterday nite.b4 i slept.i was damn sad.yar sad.sad of ..didnt wan 2 tink of it anemore so i forced myself 2 slp mans.

today.in skl i've consoled loads of ppl.one thing.tis period is called e period of emotions.

SHOUTOUTS.
ateeqah'105:hey gurl.dun b too sad kae.im sure things wld b alrite.it juz takes time 2 get ova it.n ignore e *her*.yar,im oso quite pissed.wid a different person tho.reali wana confront her.im goin 2.lyk u said.i shldnt fear her n keep quiet.hahas.

BiLin:yarh.sad.sad.sad.aneways.thnx 4 e cd.aneways takecares.lurveyaloads.

2004-03-26T19:07:00.001+08:00

"Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy"
[Chorus]
I pick all my skirts to be a little too sexy
Just like all of my thoughts they always get a bit naughty
When I'm out with my girls I always play a bit bitchy
Can't change the way I am sexy naughty bitchy me

I'm the kind of girl that girls don't like
I'm the kind that boys fantasize
I'm the kind that your momma and your daddy were afraid you'd turn out to be like
I may seem unapproachable but that's only to the boys who don't have the
Right a approach or ride that makes a girl like me wanna hop in and roll

People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent

[Chorus]

My mouth never takes a holiday
I always shock with the things I say
I was always the kid in school who turned up to each class bout an hour late and when it came to the guys I'd lay, I'd always pick the ones who wont figure out that I am clearly a rebel to the idea of monogamy

People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent

[Chorus]

Sexy... naughty... bitchy...me

People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent

[Chorus]

I like all of my shorts to be a little too shortly
Unlike all of my guys I like them tall with money
I love all of my nights to end a little bit nasty
Can't change the way I am sexy naughty bitchy me

I pick my skirts to be sexy
Just like my thoughts a bit naughty
When I'm out with my girls ...bitchy
Can't change I am
Sexy naughty bitchy me

2004-03-26T19:07:00.000+08:00

2004-03-26T17:10:00.000+08:00

im gona blog agn.bleh.my tchr came today.wth.i duno if ms vino called marmie.if she does im dead.telling her e subjects i failed.im much more dead.bleah.hahas.i dropped alot.basically.last yr frm e 2nd.i reckon im nw lyk e last 2nd?hahas.duno larh.without maths i'll b dead.i noe all my marks already. english.60/100[slacked by 10marks]chinese.67/100[improved].maths[87/100].Lit[49/100].slacked by 21marks.Science[36/100].slacked by 30marks.art.62/100.slacked by 16marks.History58/100.improved kae.overall.58%.wth.

deres dis annoymous taggin.totally nuts.i dun lyk my parents 4 their money.i lyk em 4 everything.whatever.hahas.e person has gt quite a naive tinkin.aniways.no tym 2 entertain dis shit.hahas.

2004-03-26T17:09:00.000+08:00

2004-03-26T09:25:00.000+08:00

today.im quite happi rite now.hahas.stuff r gettin fine.reali good.during assembly,looked 4 mrTan.marmie wanted 2 scold him.he did nt wana calll marmie.or rather he's afraid.2B's reali farnie.yesterday i was gg 2 e toilet.i saw a bunch of 2B girls running 2 e toilet.tot wat.mrtan[linhow]-not e mrtan hu teaches 2mm sci.he did sum experiment.he brought a comdom 2 skl filled it up wid water n let em touched.brenda said it was oily cuz of e lubricant.crap.mrtan hu teaches us din lyk do dis experiment.u noe y kae.he dun haf one.

started off wid P.E.ran a total of seven rounds.much more den 2.4km.hahas.i guess 3km?aftr tt was maths.i was so tired den.cldnt concentrate.havin aches now.hahas cuz didnt stretch properly.dnt.suck larh.gt back paper.din study.therefore failed.i was bound 2 nearly passing kae.aneways.did practical wrk.sarah help[ed mi.i dun even noe hw 2 operate e machine.mouldin everywhere n crap.toked basically.my wood piece broke.english.e book i have sucks.damn boriin.2mr bringin toto chan.read it b4 too.

dance.danced toxic-britney spears.damn fast.quite hard.it was used 4 e anti-drug thingy.today we onli learnt 3 eights.bt nt bad in less den half an hr.we haf 2 noe e full steps by next week.2mr gona have dance agn.hahas.dance enrichment.ohya.muz choose a music.hmms.yep.

went town.quite bored.came hme aftr half an hr ova dere.

mummi scolded mr Tan
marmie:harloe.i wana tok 2 mrTan e science tchr of sec2mm.
transferr.
mrTan:harloes.
marmie:are yoo mr tan[shocked.sounded lyk a girls voice.]
mrTan:ailin told mi 2 call u.bout i knew it was regardinmg e ca so i did nt call.
marmie:yar.u beta not scold my daughter.got it?
mrTan:i did nt scold her.
marmie:its beta dis way.aneways.scolding is lyk punishing her.i wun b happi if dis was 2 happen.dere was dis case tt a tchr scolded a boy 4 dating n e boy went to commit suicide.if dis happens 2 my daughter.u noe rite.
mrTan:yar.bt i've asked her 2 get e normal books instead bt she did nt.its her fault.[sumfink lidat]
marmie:e books were out of stock.
mrTan:ok larh.50 50.[meant it was my fault n te skl's faul too]
marmie:NO!e skl shld haf given her e rite books.
mrTan:aneway im busy i gota go...
marmie:i noe tt u're busy.bt i hope tt u wun eva scold my daughter.

at hme.mi n marmie.
marmie:ailin.if mrtan scolds u, make sure u tell mi kae.
ailin:yes.of course i'll tell u.
marmie:i'll complaint 2 e principal if he scolds u.
ailin:huh.realli arh.or u're kidding.
marmie:realli.
ailin:what if e principal scolds mi?
marmie:she wouldnt.remember e case wif BiLin & mr Sng?im a mother hu'll defend her children at all times.

shout outs.
ateeqah:i reali wana tank u gurls 4 yesterday.if u were nt dere 4 mi.i'll juz stumble.yar.u agn sayin what r frens 4.hahas.nyce gurl.im so sorry couldnt go town wid yoo.reali wanted 2.no choice had 2 go 4 dance?

BaoHui:thnx 4 everything.u were always dere 4 mi too.onlli at tyms u tk things as jokes.LOLs.

SiaoWei:hahas.hnx larh 4 everything.even today.poured out everything 2 u.hw irritated i feel i told u.bleh.

Joan:doubt u'll read dis.i juz wana congragulate u.71%.one thing 2 say.next yr sure bound 2 go express.yarh.takecares.luurveeeyaloads.

Joycelynn'14.ahmah.:harloes.have more confidence in urself kae.im sure u can do it one larh.juz work hard kaes.takecares.

2004-03-25T19:28:00.000+08:00

today.im quite happi rite now.hahas.stuff r gettin fine.reali good.during assembly,looked 4 mrTan.marmie wanted 2 scold him.he did nt wana calll marmie.or rather he's afraid.2B's reali farnie.yesterday i was gg 2 e toilet.i saw a bunch of 2B girls running 2 e toilet.tot wat.mrtan[linhow]-not e mrtan hu teaches 2mm sci.he did sum experiment.he brought a comdom 2 skl filled it up wid water n let em touched.brenda said it was oily cuz of e lubricant.crap.mrtan hu teaches us din lyk do dis experiment.u noe y kae.he dun haf one.

started off wid P.E.ran a total of seven rounds.much more den 2.4km.hahas.i guess 3km?aftr tt was maths.i was so tired den.cldnt concentrate.havin aches now.hahas cuz didnt stretch properly.dnt.suck larh.gt back paper.din study.therefore failed.i was bound 2 nearly passing kae.aneways.did practical wrk.sarah help[ed mi.i dun even noe hw 2 operate e machine.mouldin everywhere n crap.toked basically.my wood piece broke.english.e book i have sucks.damn boriin.2mr bringin toto chan.read it b4 too.

dance.danced toxic-britney spears.damn fast.quite hard.it was used 4 e anti-drug thingy.today we onli learnt 3 eights.bt nt bad in less den half an hr.we haf 2 noe e full steps by next week.2mr gona have dance agn.hahas.dance enrichment.ohya.muz choose a music.hmms.yep.

went town.quite bored.came hme aftr half an hr ova dere.

mummi scolded mr Tan
marmie:harloe.i wana tok 2 mrTan e science tchr of sec2mm.
transferr.
mrTan:harloes.
marmie:are yoo mr tan[shocked.sounded lyk a girls voice.]
mrTan:ailin told mi 2 call u.bout i knew it was regardinmg e ca so i did nt call.
marmie:yar.u beta not scold my daughter.got it?
mrTan:i did nt scold her.
marmie:its beta dis way.aneways.scolding is lyk punishing her.i wun b happi if dis was 2 happen.dere was dis case tt a tchr scolded a boy 4 dating n e boy went to commit suicide.if dis happens 2 my daughter.u noe rite.
mrTan:yar.bt i've asked her 2 get e normal books instead bt she did nt.its her fault.[sumfink lidat]
marmie:e books were out of stock.
mrTan:ok larh.50 50.[meant it was my fault n te skl's faul too]
marmie:NO!e skl shld haf given her e rite books.
mrTan:aneway im busy i gota go...
marmie:i noe tt u're busy.bt i hope tt u wun eva scold my daughter.

at hme.mi n marmie.
marmie:ailin.if mrtan scolds u, make sure u tell mi kae.
ailin:yes.of course i'll tell u.
marmie:i'll complaint 2 e principal if he scolds u.
ailin:huh.realli arh.or u're kidding.
marmie:realli.
ailin:what if e principal scolds mi?
marmie:she wouldnt.remember e case wif BiLin & mr Sng?im a mother hu'll defend her children at all times.

shout outs.
ateeqah:i reali wana tank u gurls 4 yesterday.if u were nt dere 4 mi.i'll juz stumble.yar.u agn sayin what r frens 4.hahas.nyce gurl.im so sorry couldnt go town wid yoo.reali wanted 2.no choice had 2 go 4 dance?

BaoHui:thnx 4 everything.u were always dere 4 mi too.onlli at tyms u tk things as jokes.LOLs.

SiaoWei:hahas.hnx larh 4 everything.even today.poured out everything 2 u.hw irritated i feel i told u.bleh.

Joan:doubt u'll read dis.i juz wana congragulate u.71%.one thing 2 say.next yr sure bound 2 go express.yarh.takecares.luurveeeyaloads.

Joycelynn'14.ahmah.:harloes.have more confidence in urself kae.im sure u can do it one larh.juz work hard kaes.takecares.

2004-03-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

Today.now im feelin rather moody.aneways im goin off soon haf gt loads of homework.1)history.chptr4-9 long notes.2)Literature.sarks3)Science.2 chpters.2 text bks.4)english historical fiction storybk.5)chinese incomplete homework.6)design&technology.

today was e erkest day of my life.started off wif chinese.was lyk half asleep.went 2 e toilet 2 wash up.aftr tt was history.msvino was busy.studied on our own.maths.so much free period.everyone was strugglin in doin dose algebra.hahas.finished it early.aftr tt was science.my bad heir day started since den.he read out all e result.cuz i had e express bk.he gave mi onli 36/100.even tho e otha tym mumi scolded him.arhs.didnt noe y i was so sad.started 2 tear.joycelynn fought 4 my rights sayin its unfair n crap.he was lyk wat stream r u gurls in?thnx joycelynn.he's juz being irrealistic.aftr tt so mani started consoling mi n all.e tissue papers given 2 mi n all.thnx everyoneee.thnx.thnx Joycelynn.thnx Siaowei.thnx BaoHui.thnx ateeqah.thnx everyone.thnxx u ppl reali helped mi voice out n crap.thnx lil' Yokemay.mummi is gona help mi.i regret.i shldnt depend on marmie.shld haf answered him.i can't fear him.he's nuffink 2 mi.hahas.aftr tt was art.ms ng reali changed.4 a beta.aftr tt was pastoral care.we were on our own.checked marks.wth.cuz of e motha fucking science.i've got 58% onli?*faints.n art i've slacked by 20ova marks.i've got 62onli.hahas.

went town.cene.ate long john.went library.borrowed e pathetic historical book.*forced*aftr tt supposed 2 do science homework.bt ended up onli baohui doin n mi n ateeqah were whispering here n dere.ateeqah was so afraid tt baohui had gotten e rong idea.went sakae 2 mit bilin n andrew.aftr tt not long later.ateeqah n bao met mi.walked arnd n all.went taka.met bilin.jean.vivanne.aftr tt baohui n ateeqah left.mi n BiLin.walked arnd.walked 2 wisma.den 2 taka.met Jean.den walked.went hme.bilin wans 2 do my science hw 4 mi.hahas.while cumin back..

i thot of sumfink.e gd tyms n bad tyms.all dese memories.i thot of u.i duno whether e memories were gd or bad.bt i gave up on u.i tot it wld definitely fade away one day.i looked upon e brighter side of my life.u're gone.vanished.in e air.

Joycelynn*ahmah'14:thnx 4 today.reali.thnx a lot 2 uuu!lurveyaloads kae.thnx 4 voicing out to mrtan tho he still..

SiaoWei:thnx 4 everything.e piece of tissue paper meant alot 2 mi.thnx thnx thnx.lurveyaloads.

YokeMay:thnx 4 consoling mi too kay.thnx alot.lurveyaloads.takecares.

BaoHui:thnx 4 today too kae.reali thnx u gurls alot.u've reali made a great impact on my life kae.lurveyaloads.thnx.e leta was a gd way 2 vent out all my sorrows n angers.

Ateeqah:heys lesbian partner.thnx alot k.thnx 4wat u've done 4 mi always.no matter rain or shine.u're dere 4 mi.thnx lurveyaloads.

Melody:harloes.reali.u;ve changed?nt so quite alreadie arhs.tts a preetty goood news.aneways.takecares.

2004-03-24T13:52:00.000+08:00

arhs.this sarks.timin all rong.aneways.hu annoymonous?tsk.sarks.haha.kk.takecares.nites.lurveyaloads.

2004-03-23T21:34:00.000+08:00

im here.blogging.im feeling damn boorrreeeddd.im dying.*phew*.as im tokin 2 charisa on e fone nw i feel nt bored @ all.hahas.orhs.we still cant change our sitting arrangement 2 e original positition.sux.totally.bt i lyk e ppl im sittin wid.bt i dun get 2 sit wif e otha ppl i hang arnd wid.bt e luckky ting is tt i get 2 gossip alot @ tt area wid otha ppl n oso daze n do my own work.when im sitting in front i gota pay attention.hw evva im surrounded by councillors.mabel.sylvia.dey wun do anyting.i sure.yokemay keeps disturbin mabel tho.today.lots of stuff happen honestly.aneways.baohui cant tolerate yokemay ani longer.tts quite sad.hahas.arhs.i've nt done science.literature.history homework.ohfuck.aneways many stuff changed.ppl changed.4 a beta perhaps.chinese tingxie.im so dead.simply juz rote crap in it.i'll die if she shows it 2 msvino perhaps my mum?hahas.arhs.mrschoo.she remember hw she caught my belt.wth.i wun wana look lyk a toot.WHATEVER.hahas.i'll stop here?takecares.lurveyaloadsssss.

2004-03-23T18:07:00.000+08:00

today.my day is abit screwed up.im damn tired.

started of wif history.msvino.surprisingly.we did nt get scolded.did chapter nine.aftr tt was english.mani gt scolded agn.aftr tt recess.jieshi didnt follow mi.siaowei.yushan.sarina.amanda.baohui anoemore.she followed mabel.wan sarah.joycelynn.tanya instead.today i was quite irritated larh.hahas.aftr tt yokemay sort of irritated baohui n crap.baohui pretended 2 b pissed n crap.yarh.next was chinese.bleah.tt was when things started 2 happen.aneways.we sort out e neoprints n all.hahas.i doubt i'll rite wat happened cuz e person dun wan it 2 b listed?had a gd chat wid siaowei too.formally.i was quite pissed wif sum1 whom siaowei noe larr.hahas.she understands.aftr tt was maths.hahas.algebra.im so scared tt i did stuff rongly cuz lyk all e sums i finished it so farkin fast.i bet i made sumtink rong.hahas.aftr tt was science.as yokemay hasnt.therefore.she was so sort of interested.hahas.lastly was cme.fuck.mrschoo caught my belt.she looked n looked.asked mi out thru e loop.omg.i looked lyk a farkin nerd.luckily i sew e loop lower.stoopid*.

im shocked.even Joan n Yinghui e quietest ppl in class approached mi askin hu is charisa n crap.hahas.hot topic arhs?hahas.

had hse practice frm 2.45pm till 5.30pm.damn tired.sec2s supposed 2 haf 49members.ended up 21 turned up onli.yarh.farhanah damn farnie.suddenly came 2 mi asking say do i noe u?u look very familar.damn farnie.had 2 run lyk 3rounds.i slacked one round.din run one round.aftr tt played hse agnst house captains ball.sec3 agnst sec2s.obviously,we lost.duno which match was 5 vs 3.poor farharna.she fell down.violet pushed her by accident.

i'll stop here.

baohui:hahas.u were literally pissed wid her lar.bt yar.hope its fine nw.hahas.when u're angry she wana make u luff n crap.

Siaowei:hahas.siaowei.thnx 4 today n everytin larh.thot bout sum things felt much beta gurl.

ateeqah:heyss.saw u trainin today.so hard.hahas.aneways takecares.lurveyaloads.

BiLin.sad.u're leaving soon.leaving mi behind.so sad.left mi n LiLin.LiLin tt girll.no offence bt we dun click @ times.guess is cuz we tink differently.we're nt in e same skl animore.n all.craps.duno wat im tokin larhs.takecares.lurveyaloadssss 4eva.do well in aussie.

2004-03-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

why im blogging.1)cuz later im gona do my maths homework.its quite lame?okay.maeb my otha homework.ookk.hahas.im having gastric pains agn.whats rong wid mi.hahas.hms.im feelin quite fucked up now.i dunno why.i feel much better as nw im tokin 2 ateeqah.urms ya.we juz put down.toked 4 damn long.gona catch sum slp soon.bt my hairs wet.nvm i'll dry it.finally.i've remembered 2 bring dose neoprints.e dnt papers i printed 4 charisa.carolyn.ateeqah.joycelynn.hahas.im having tempers agn.i needa fume.hahas.arhs.im nt sure wats rong wid mi today.aneways.im helpin ken wid his blog.aneways.baohui.thnx 4 consolin mi.urms.Yar.i feel beta.e confidence u gave mi.thnx ateeqah too.bout tt thing.hahas.honestly onli u n charisa noe bout it larh.aneways.duno hw 2 tell mum tt i failed lit?hahas.omg.i've gt a gd news.mumi's nt goin 4 e Parents Teacher's Conference.ok.i wld nt b grounded.hahas.omg.LiLin willingly wanted 2 cook abalone magie 4 mi n bilin.[im hafin gastric pains].i juz heard her shouting im sure she saw a lizard or sum sort of ting?aneways.im hungry.shit.left my handbook in skl.arhs guess i gota bring e previous yrs one 2 lk as if i brought dis yrs one.hahas.its late.i beta stop.takecares.lurveyaloads.

2004-03-22T17:58:00.000+08:00

im here blogggin agn.i've thot thru.u're nt being e bez.yar.

today.started off wid chinese lessons.3periods.i was hell tired.yesterday had 2 finish up undone wrk.thnk god bilin n andrew helped mi.chinese.i was nt in e mood.felt lyk sleeping.had 2 do sum stupid compo out of e wrds on e board.when it was my turn.wow.hw smart e otha grp were.dey noe i suck in chi,therefore dey came out wif sum term which i've neva heard of.maths.urm.i was too tired.i was lyk waiting 4 recess 2 cum.recess.agn siaowei.mi.baohui.sarina.amandalee.yushan went 4 recess together.all ran away frm jieshi.history.my heart was pumping.i was so terrified.hahas.msvino wat.urm luckily she said mine was alrites n all.she extended e deadline till lyk say friday.we've got back so many papers.i expected myself 2 fail history.hweva.i did nt.next was science.3passers 4 science.english.gt back all e papers.well found out im oni beta in compos.compo1-22/30.compo2-19/30.CA-20/30.hw sad.my planning was bad.haha my comment was tt my language pulled mi up.lit.so sad.

my marks:maths-87/100.english[slacked by 10marks]-60/100.Literature-[slacked by 26marks]-49/100.History-[passed all]-58/100.chinese-[improved]67/100.science[dun freak out]15/40.

aftr tt went town wid charisa.brenda.carolyn.ateeqah.as usual.ate @ long john.brenda's notti.she met us later cuz she had 2 do her undone homework.hahas.in skl kept teasing her as a bung.ya.we ate @ long john.finally charisa's eating.she's onli eating abit tho.hahas.aftr tt took neos.oh b4 tt went 2 annex @ heeren[nt e anne franks one].charisa & brenda gt their hairbands.took e 8beam machine twice k.damn nyce.we all needed charisa's help 2 decorate wid time.hahas.aftr tt mi.charisa.ateeqah bought icecream frm crepes.brenda's broke.its juz e 1st day of skl.aftr tt went hme?yarh.bt took 123 or 124 2 tiong 1st.toked n toked.hahas.ateeqah den told us a clique ought 2 b named.haha k.weird.kae.my driver fetched ateeqah 2 newton.hahas.ateeqah noes bout em all.i'll stop here.

ateeqah:hahas.yeah.urms.thnk lar.4 e chat during class.tho our dearest chair n vice-chair wanted us 2 sit.but yarh.i duno wat im doing larr.*happpy!!!!.hehes.

Bao:u stoopid nerd.nw den noe i changed blog.aneways change ur template.quite yuckie.no offence.hahas.today u came hme 2 stardee isit?okay.marmies gurl.

Rachel:mgs prefect.hahas.so is ur booking book empty of dey're full of names.*i wonder?

Joycelynn'14ahmah:hahas.today.u kana molested by yokemay till damn shiok arhs.hahas.aneways.takecares.

Valeeerrieee*pok:urms.wualau.e neoprints all wid mi.gd memories.or shld i say bad.hahas.im nyce.fine its gd.

Joan:hey gurl!im so sorrie!i noe i owe u loads of leta?im feeling rather guilty.i basically owe mani ppl letas.takecares.i'll try 2 reply.

2004-03-21T15:39:00.000+08:00

finally.i've got rid of my diaryland.it sarks.i prefer blogspot.maeb by e influence of u kea BiLin.hahas.today.im rather bored.LiLin have gone out 2 tuition n later to cali 2 exercise wif bilin.Mum n Dad r OUT.im all alone at hme.Kor is in aussie doing his masters.doubt i wana go 4 dinner tonite.dad's always over ordering.

sch's re-opnein 2mr.im nt done wid my skl work.mum's quite pissed wid mi cuz i've been going out practically everyday.hahas.it aint mmy fault.its her problem if she dont wana go out.i've nt done all my chinese homework.i've not done with my history.im nt done wif my english.im nt done wif my maths.shit.i've gota stay up late to do em i reckon.basically whats studying all abt?nerding arnd?arhs.i dun gif a damn.

BiLin:hahas.k i promise u bout tt thing.bt u muz follow e *plan* n bribe mummi k.thnx.hahas.

i tink i'll stop here.gota finish all dose undone homework.

2004-03-21T15:28:00.000+08:00

testing.moved.

*proof2miucanwinmyheartbtijuzdoubtso.cuzidunloveyou.*

proof2miucanwinmyheartbtijuzdoubtso.cuzidunloveyou.